#ingreyhours

[ingreyhours]

Let our world crumble down as we find our own standing ground. #InGreyHours #CapturingEmotions (at Sambali Beach Farm)

[ingreyhours]

One f*ck'd up night

You were broken outside I was fragile inside You were available outside I was waiting inside.

When you pretend dizzy I am being sleazy The touch of the cold towel made it so easy We made it breezy.

I kiss your lips Your mouth is dry Your heart is fried I am tongue-tied.

The softness of your skin Versus the flaccidity of what I feel As I savor your tool The more fool I feel.

A minute after twelve thirty You woke up thirsty Same thirst I feel for one But I got no one.

We ended the night By hugging you tight We said goodnight what we had is a stupid one night.

[ingreyhours]

It's because I love you Not because we’re far apart It's because I love you And because you’re near my heart

It's because I miss you Oh how long it seems to be It's because I miss you Thoughts of you come back to me

Once we walked together From the fields up to the door Promised love forever I remember that day still It's because I love you I'll come home to you one day It's because I love you In my thoughts you'll always stay

Oh, Do what you want to do, be what you want to be yeah...

[ingreyhours]

The endless vaults within us

"...Inside you one vault after another opens endlessly. You'll never be complete, and that's as it should be."

-from Romanesque Arches by Tomas Tranströmer

[ingreyhours]

We were strangers again.

Thursday. The gusty rain pours like a fragile soul in dark grey sky. I was holding my collapsible canopy on my right hand as I attempt to cross the opposite street of Pasong Tamo looking out for a passing vehicle. From afar, I saw you walking briskly towards my direction. I walked slowly so you could catch up with me. I know you would ignore me so, I walked with you and made a space for both of us in my umbrella. You noticed the heavy bag I was carrying. Instinctively, you touched my hand as you hold the umbrella for both of us. Inside me, I was electrified by your touch. Your natural scent covered my nostrils like a stimuli to my neurons, a sedative to my receptors, soothing the catastrophes of my heart. I am transported back to the very first moment we met. I look at your face intently, I am tempted to touch the softness of your skin and how I want to rub my nose to your cheeks. We are both in awkward silence, you broke it off with a short giggle that sends butterflies to my stomach. For a thousand seconds, I am wishing this moment would never end. Friday. The rain never stops like I never stopped longing for you. Seeing you last night only made moving-on more difficult. The heavy fall of rain equalled the weight of water in my eyes which I cannot hold much longer. I watch my tears trickle down my cheeks, you are those tears falling away. Why do I have to see you again? Saturday. I am as numb as the calluses in my finger toes. My mind is swirling like a weather vane trying to find the winds direction. I am lost and nowhere to be found. Dan Humphrey has no match with the loneliness I am uttering right now. I could be the new lonely boy. No one can save me to this desolation, you are the only cure for this loneliness. Sunday. I ran in the late morning rain. Soaking wet and drenched in the emotions of a punch drunk love. I could feel my sweat erupting in my pores. Every inch of my skin is dampened with saline. My heart rhythmically beats with my foot pounding on the ground. It was a good sign but occasionally grasping for air. Without you I’m grasping for air, you are my respirator. If only air has it’s own form, it would come out of my mouth with your name spelt on it. I finished my routine with you on my mind. Nothing else but you. Monday. The sun begins to shine bringing promises of tomorrow. As I walk along the avenue of Ayala amidst the busy people passing by, I search for a familiar face but only faces of strangers I see. We were once strangers, became familiar to one another and became strangers again. Having no signs of you in the crowd is a reminder that you’re truly gone. It’s better that way. It’s better that the sun is up now and I’m not seeing you.

[ingreyhours]

I know how it feels when it all clumps inside, not because of the things you ate but it's the emotions that wells up inside and there's no other way but to puke it out until you feel the surge of your own breath. #NightFlight #InGreyHours #NowPlaying #NowWatching

[ingreyhours]

Dating Don't.

So I went out with this guy and it turned out an abrupt one. I am trying to think if I came too strong that he took it as disinterest or it’s the other way around that he doesn’t like me at all, but for devil’s sake be a man and decent enough to equate the time the other person has given you considering you aren’t that lovely and/or pleasing.

If you’re reading, take note of this:

1. Don’t ask for a movie if you’re changing your mind and checks in an hour if the other person is still going when you already had an agreement. Please make up your mind. 2. Don’t think or ask if you can play putanginang Pokemon!. 3. Don’t plan a dinner or abruptly say you’re having a dinner without saying beforehand. You actually look like a goat, escaping! 4. If you decided to go on a coffee instead when the scheduled movie is no longer available, don’t comment that you should have brought your laptop. What is the laptop for? 5. If you don’t want to order a drink, just say ‘NO’ instead of saying you’re getting a table and will just tell your order when you got one and you are just really waiting at the table. You were offered a drink and declining immodestly is arrogance. 6. When you want to leave, don’t tell someone to just text you if they want your company despite your behavior. That is so conceited. 7. Lastly, don’t pretend to be nice by not calling off the date immediately. You are a complete waste of time to begin with and what you showed speaks lowly of you.

#CantBuyClass #MalEdukada #BaklangKanal

[ingreyhours]

Chbosky

It's just that I don't want to be chased. If somebody likes me, I want them to run after me until I get tired and lose my breath, for them. And I don't want them to feel obliged to pursue me. I want them to feel the rush, the exhilaration of wanting me, so I can feel it too ...

to do the same for them.