Just thinking about the first time Murtagh lets you hug him (or hugs you). Like really hugs you and just holds you close and fully relaxes into you, while also making sure he's just as much of a home for you and holds you close and rubs your back and nuzzles into your neck, and he sighs and melts when you massage the back of his neck or play with his hair and almost falls asleep that way because you're so soothing for him and he could just stay that way forever.










