A K A L I. ( spitfire performer ) — @inkshroud
It would have been better if she had avoided social media after they’d debuted. Their agency suggested as much, knowing how negative some people can be when it came to new groups, but Akali was a fool —– so new to the industry and still so naive, and with such naiveté she looked up what people thought of her. A number praised her work. Her rapping. Her skills.
A number also pointed out her faults. Made clips of their live performances where her dancing would be a touch late from the other’s, calling her lazy, calling her untalented. She truly was just a girl picked up from the streets, they’d say in the comments, because she looked like a mess, much like a homeless, and a homeless she should remain, not an idol. She wasn’t pretty like Ahri or Evelynn, she wasn’t good at dancing like Kai’Sa and anyone, if they could do so much as talk, can rap. K/DA doesn’t need her. She was just holding them back.
Her hand slightly trembles from exhaustion as she reaches out for the collar of her shirt, tugging it up so she could wipe away the sweat trickling down from her forehead. She’s out of breath now, her legs aching from the much needed rest and her lungs screaming for air, but Akali greets the choreographer’s concern with a smile nonetheless. Confident and vain, even, as she shook her head and stared at her reflection on the vast mirror before her.
“ Let’s practice more. I want to do better. I will become better. ”
At first she reacted to the cruel comments with childish anger, but now they only serve as a fuel for her fiery appetite to win. And she will win. She’ll prove to them that she can do anything. That K/DA’s lucky to have her, just as how she is lucky to have them.
“ Please? I’m not tired just yet. ” A lie, but if it’s what it takes to convince Irelia, Akali thinks she doesn’t mind the light pounding in her head. “ Just one more. ”
truthfully , the choreographer knows little of the pains of stardom . but she’s been in the industry for enough time to see the effects of fame , all the side effects . it’s especially evident within younger performers whose wings had barely unfurled before they were being shot down by unflinching fingers tapping away upon devices which grants them anonymity .
they’re cowards , the whole lot of them . anybody who does not have the mental & physical fortitude to become an idol who then turns around and speaks ill of these performers who pour endless hours into molding themselves into the perfect performer for an audience .
but then again , there are moments which makes it all worth it . seeing the brilliant grin upon the youngest member’s features as she steps backstage , even as she’s covered in sweat ... irelia is thankful for it . passion burns within all of the members , one would be blind if they cannot see the fire with which they shine .
and yet , her own soft spot for akali stems from seeing the rapper’s lowest moments rather than her highest . it’s nothing short of an honor to see how she strives to achieve the very best , pushing herself forward everyday . this hunger ( this desperation ) to prove herself looks at the dancer through the reflection .
such a blazing fire can so easily burn out , especially as a result of overworking . irelia sees it all in akali & she cannot help but crease her brows in worry . one’s passion can so easily become a chore . her concerns are not alleviated but rather deepened by the rapper’s decision . should she intervene ? it’s technically not in her job description . but she’s long stepped past what’s required of her position as a choreographer . ❛ with practice , i have no doubt that you’ll improve . especially considering your progress so far . ❜ she speaks decisively , affirming the younger as best as she can .
❛ no improvement comes out of pushing yourself beyond your limit . just one more , akali . that will be the last run - through for today . after that , you’re getting some well earned rest . ❜ giving the rapper an encouraging smile , she presses play & the familiar beats begin once more .