#innermostthoughts

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Repositioning is rebranding in your next step. #innermostthoughts #investinyourtime #investinyourself #innovative #reactionpics (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBbmq63Byvz/?igshid=18dcwt7jiu43y

[solivagantwordsmith-blog]

Priming

I just want where it all became a habit... but nothing becomes a habit unless you pursue it vigorously!!!

#innermostthoughts

[troubledontlast1]

IT’S NOT THE MOUNTAIN WE CONQUER, BUT OURSELVES. #repost @a.j.valenti You see and feel what you expect to see and feel. The world as you know it is a picture of your expectations. #thepowerofinnerthoughts Your reality is merely a mirror, reflecting your inner world. #yourinnerworld Sometimes our thoughts are backed by so much insecurity, that they create lies we believe. #innerthoughts You must learn a new way to think before you can master a new way to be. #innermostthoughts A person’s mind is so powerful. We can invent, create, experience and destroy things with thoughts alone. #masteryourthoughts Once you become consciously aware of just how powerful your thoughts are, you will realize everything in your life is exactly how you allow it to be. #thoughts Always remember, your focus determines your reality. #mind You create your thoughts, your thoughts create your intentions, your intentions create your reality. #themindofman Decide what kind of life you want, and then say no to everything that isn’t that. #conqueryourmind The body achieves what the mind believes. #conqueredmind The mind replays what the heart can’t delete. #conqueredworld It’s now who you are that holds you back, it’s who you think you’re not. #conqueryourself Conquered mind, conquered world. #conqueryourselffirst Here’s a secret, you literally become what you think about. If you want that dream life, start visualizing it daily. #conquertheworld Whatever the mind of man can conceive and believe, it can achieve. #reality Your mind is a magnet. You just need to set it in the right direction and it attracts all the things you need. #yourreality The actions of men are the best interpreters of their thoughts. #thoughtsrunlife What we think determines who we are. Who we are determines what we do. #createyourreality Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.- Phil.4:8 #mindset Don’t allow yourself to be a product of negative thinking. #perspective Be very careful what you think. Your thoughts run your life.- Prov.4:23 (at Mount Juliet, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BySvuy_F4ty/?igshid=3uokh0ovaco1

[luz-clarita-blog1]

“I think what I miss the most is the way she thought. Our minds were so alike. We both had this destructive way of thinking that I think would get the best of us, each in its own way. But she made me feel understood. She didn’t make me feel like she did, I think she really did understand me. And in the midst of this fucked up world, that meant everything.”

[a-broken-worthless-monster]

I'm sorry I ever said anything. I'm sorry I ruined what could have been a wonderful friendship. I'm sorry I couldn't let another chance for something true to pass me by. I'm sorry that I am broken. I'm sorry that there is nothing that can be done to change what has been done. I'm sorry for the way my mind screws everything up or how I over think about things and panic. I'm sorry that you have troubles I can't fix. I'm sorry for everything.

Me -(22nd-shock-division)

[lottieletsrip-blog-blog]

A Letter to Myself

Your heart is broken, irreparably so. You have let people in, exposed every artery and handed knives out trusting they wouldn’t go for the ones that would kill you. But they always have. And you have watched every person that has ever used the word “love” leave.

People like to sell stories of grandeur about how everlasting and unconditional love is, but if there is one thing you can be absolutely certain of, it’s that “love” in all its many forms (friendship, family, romance, passion) has an unrelenting ability to expire.

No matter how much someone claims to love you, do not believe them. Never again let yourself fall mercilessly among those that refuse to see the use-by-date on their love.

Do not confuse protection with isolation and loneliness though… It is okay to flirt, date, fancy, hang out, bond, become friends with whoever you choose *worthy* of those things. Shutting off from everything leads to crippling loneliness and you have had more than your fill of that. So let yourself have fun and be helped but do not, under any circumstances, allow yourself to believe that there is ever any permanence in other people. There isn’t.

People will let you down, lie, cheat, manipulate, put their own agenda above any feelings you may have, betray and hurt you. This seems to be human nature and you have EVERY right to make sure it never happens again.

…but when you are older and the rest of the world has caught up with your old soul, you will meet GENUINE people with kind eyes and hearts of gold, hands that give more than they know you could ever repay them for and mouths that speak truths above all other noise. (And if you’ve already met those people but are now too burned to risk standing too close to something that could go up in flames, they will hopefully still be around to say I told you so)

*”worth” is subjective but you most know that your worth is ever changing but never lessening, you can adapt your standards of how you expect to be treated, how well and delicately you should be handled, as all fragile things should - with care. But you can not lower expectations in order to fill the holes that people so carelessly shot through you. These people will not fill space in a way that is needed, they will not patch up broken parts and act as supporters for the bits you must fix on your own. These people will hinder you, claim to be helping whilst creating more damage, leave you more empty than you were before. These are the wrong people.**

It is okay to be scared of the future, to feel like the task of going it alone (when you’ve already taken out every lifeline just to get to where you are now) is too much to bear. It’s okay to feel daunted by the realisation that you have no safety net, no back up plan in others. You need to realise that if you were supposed to be dependent on the decency of others, you wouldn’t have been made so resilient, had such a bad bunch of them thrown at you.

You need to be able to trust in your ability to be the person you so desperately need others to be. You need to forgive yourself for the times you fell short. But remember, you do not owe anyone else forgiveness for things they are not even humble enough to apologise for, do not feel guilty about that, some things really are unforgivable.

And you do not need someone to say I’m sorry before you give yourself permission to move on and be happy.

finally…

You are not conventionally beautiful. You do not possess the kind of stunning beauty that renders a man breathless or that would fit in to the perimeters of being someone’s “woman crush wednesday”

But you are and will be beautiful where it counts the most, in heart and mind. You will render people speechless when you invoke feelings with words that far surpass arousal and lust. You will make a difference far greater than the tightness of a mans trousers and you will be all that you have ever needed to be, you.

Do not focus on the outer shell, the parts that in time will crumble, sag and wrinkle away. You don’t have to be someone’s crush, love, or object of affection to be validated. You are validated by your strength of mind, your morals and your convictions. Never let society convince you that being a role model holds less value than being a sex object, that your body holds more significance than your personality.

Most importantly: you want to be a sexual being with charisma, confidence and sass?! MORE POWER TO YOU !

You want to be a demure, understated and mysterious woman?! GO RIGHT AHEAD !

I don’t know who you’ll be in 5 years, but no matter who that is, no matter what you do or where you end up, be kind.

That sincerely is all that matters.

[uniquely-woven]

March 15 2014 3:37pm And then I fell inlove with her kind heart and her beautiful soul and there was nothing that anyone could do.

[euphoriplexpera]

I'm sitting here with a lot on my mind, unable to concentrate on homework. my heart is pounding and i couldn't wipe this smile off my face even if i wanted to. So many opportunities and this is the one that i was dealt. I honestly couldn't of asked for a better encounter. I hated to see you leave. Hugging you goodbye was harder than the first hello. I know you'll do well in AZ. I can just see you spreading your wings and being so happy. I know how hard this is for you. I hate to see you struggle and cry. 

So many things on my mind. So many what ifs...

What if i never met Jayme?

What if we had visited each other sooner?

Will it be difficult to balance between you and Jayme.

I feel a little torn. for years I've been saying you could be my soul mate for years i still feel that way even though I'm engaged to a man i love dearly. i love you so much and feeling this way hurts. I don't thinking my feelings for you will ever change even when im married and a raisin. I also wonder if you understand how i feel and how much you mean to me. seeing you after all these years. it feels kind of unreal. its sinking in now. 

I love you with all my heart. You're so beautiful, always remember that.