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wah omg hi

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gonna try tumblr again

kinda miss it

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testing

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rambling

just realized the reason why i sometimes break down when i get into arguments or when someone raises their voice or when i panic when there's a problem (even if it's small) is because of all the stuff that used to happen back home

oh.

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also i've found myself getting frustrated at people who don't understand me, or are just rude imo? idk

also i've been so tired i just wanna break but i wanna keep going, idk who i am sometimes

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this isn't a warning or anything, i just wanted to put this out there so my brain can let it go

but if i really went with it and died two years ago, would i have gone better like that than felt like this?

i feel invisible, hard working for nothing and stressed out, it's stupid.

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i got a ""soapy water"" brush and i'm excited to draw tomorrow hehehe

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also hi mutuals it's leyla if u forgot

ily guys