insanityunharmoniazed replied to your post: insanityunharmoniazed replied to your post: okay...
same here……..we will DIE. YOU CANT SEW DURING SCHOOL UNLESS YOU SNEAK THE STUFF IN. MRS. KING LET ME, BUT I DOUBT I COULD IN HIGHSCHOOL. OH GOD HIGHSCHOOL. I WILL DIE. IVE BEEN ALMOST INSOMNIAC AND I AM TERRIFIED OF STARTING HIGHSCHOOL. OH GOG
okay fuck eating cuz mom didnt buy me any fucking food AGAIN
i am soooooo freaked out.
its a huge school and im so nervous about getting lost and meeting new people and its people so much bigger than me now
and i hate feeling awkward and i just beat myself up over it and i have this thing where i wanna fit in SO badly
public is not the place i wanna be unique
public is the place i wanna disappear and have no one notice me and just be happy with all my friends and just be ignored
but you and me and lily and alexis and abby and stuff are gonna be there together and thats the only thing im looking forward to
we will get through all this shit together
all the people and idiots and bitches and bullies and homework and classes and everything
but i am really fucking scared
i am dreading the first day of school
i wake up after like 3 or 4 hours of sleep and im just like
"shit. another fucking day closer to school"