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self care for : leshy (inscryption) with mushrooms, dark forest, dnd, and writing themes

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was playing kinitopet and broke down when i realized i would have to delete him because ive been a sentient video game character who died via deletion before and it was horrible and it makes me feel sick to think of putting anyone else through that haha i don't know if i can finish this game - the challenger (inscryption)

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guess who's kinfirmed their fucked up au! - Kaycee Hobbes, Scrybe of Beasts (#📼⚖️)

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the reason the scrybes were ok with hurting the challenger was because they knew the challenger wasn't a real person. the challenger was just a conduit for the player in the outside world to interact with the game world of inscryption. they weren't sentient. they weren't alive. it was ok to hurt them to make the experience more entertaining for the player.

but...i was a real person. i was sentient. i was alive. and where does that put me? what does that imply? what does that mean?

did the scrybes know? they knew so much about the world we existed in. how would they have missed my sapience? our sapience? i wasn't the only challenger. i highly doubt i was the only one with a self. didn't they know? did they just not care? p03 and magnificus, maybe, but i can't see leshy and grimora making the conscious choice to hurt us if they had known. but how could they not have? i shouldn't be saying things like that, i know the scrybes weren't omniscient by any means, but i just...i just wonder. i try not to, but i wonder.

sometimes i try to convince myself it was fine. that it doesn't matter what happened to me then. you are a character in a video game. you are a proxy for the player. you are not a person. write the player a good story. give the player a good game. the cards. the camera. the pliers. the dagger. grit your teeth and bear it. it's worth it. make the player happy. it's worth it. you weren't supposed to be a person. you aren't supposed to be a person. who are you? what are you? does it matter? did it ever?

...sorry. i'm ok. i just think about it a lot sometimes. it hurts.

— the challenger (inscryption)

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You ever have a feeling of...Wanting to kin someone? Or something? Even when it's something you know for a fact you kin?

Because. Wow. Life. Thanks for this...Emotion. Thanks. This is...So helpful. Wow. (/Sarcastic)

- The Challenger (Inscryption)

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So. I as Liza used to really enjoy soup. I as Lumine was okay with everything. I as The Challenger didn't need to eat, but, was again fine with everything.

Now it's kind of awkward cause I don't enjoy soup as...Me. Not that much. Sensory issues. And, am a picky eater, again due to sensory issues.

(Love Nikki/Miracle Nikki kin, Genshin Impact Kin, Inscryption Kin)

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interest check for an inscryption kin server?

party note: If anyone is interested, please reblog, like, or reply to this post! No further ask responses will be posted for this conversation so that no one’s message is missed! Thank you!

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(Please post on new years/January 1st)

Happy holidays, and happy new years, everyone. There aren't many Inscryption kins on this blog, but, I appreciate all of you. Seeing The Scrybes, Lonely Wizard, Miss Kaycee Hobbes, my fellow Challenger...It's all very sweet. Thank you all for being here, and making it here. Especially if your canon was anything like source, or worse...

If any of you wish to talk, I'd be very happy to do so. Whether simply to say hi, or to talk about our canons, or whatever else.

- The Challenger

(if it's okay, may I be #🌌🥀🧡?)

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