So, I kind of wrote something again but I hesitated so hard to post it. My friend kicked my butt to do it, so here it is.
There are no names or specific features in this story so you can just imagine whoever you want.
I am so unsure about my english in this one, please tell me my errors so I can edit them out.
She looked up at him with the softest smile and such reverence in her eyes that he felt like choking on her love. She loved him so completely, so unconditionally that it overwhelmed him in the best way possible.
She was kneeling between his spread legs, her hands gently splayed on his thighs and he desperately wanted to burn her touch into his memory.
“May I worship you? May I whisper my prayers to you for you are the most divine person I have ever laid my eyes on?”
He wanted to say yes but his throat didn’t cooperate, tight with emotion, so he nodded his head.
How could she touch him so gently? How was she able to touch him and look at him like that when all he wanted was to crawl out of his skin and never be himself again?
Her thumb glided over his bottom lip and he tried to suppress the quivering.
She made him feel so loved, so complete that his whole body shook with the raw emotions.
“Darling.”, she whispered and softly kissed his chin. His jaw twitched and he tilted his head back, tried to quiet his thoughts which whispered to him, that he was undeserving of her.
“Ugly, unworthy, not enough, weak, horrendous.”, his thoughts whispered at him. And he wondered how such a perfect creature could ever want to worship him. She was the divine one.
She was the goddess who deserved to be worshipped. How could she even look at him? How could she…
“I love you.”, she said and effectively shut down every coherent thought in his brain.
When he looked down at her he noticed that her gaze on him was unwavering, like she didn’t want to miss a second where she could look at him and take him in.
Her fingers stroked down his legs and he gave an involuntary jerk with his thighs.
Abashed he looked away and she giggled.
“You are so damn cute.”
His cheeks felt impossibly warm. In fact his whole body felt like it was on fire.
He watched her entranced as she crawled a bit back and then her lips pressed against the top of his left foot. He exhaled and it embarrassed him how his breath shuddered.
Her eyes met his again. “Such a handsome man. And I get to call you mine.”
His heart beat way too fast to be considered healthy but he couldn’t care less when it made him feel so alive.
Her lips started a slow journey up his legs, lavishing attention on both. When she nibbled his thighs a small whine left his lips and he threw his head back. Immediately he clamped his mouth shut.
“Alone the noises you make can bring me to my knees.”
He couldn’t suppress his smile and hid his face with his arm.
“Please let me look at you. You are a vision darling. You are heaven sent.”
Her kisses on his hips were wet and the air felt cool against his skin. Everywhere she touched tingled. Goosbumps traveled over his whole body when she left a mark just over his hip bone.
“Such a perfect man. And I get to tell you. It’s a privilege to love you.”
His hands started fisting the sheets. Suddenly her lips were against his throat and a loud moan tore itself from him.
She chuckled. “that’s my perfect man.”
Slowly she lowered her body down onto his, grounding him with her body weight, and planted gentle kisses all over his face.
“I love you.” A kiss to his forehead.
“I love you.” A kiss on both his cheeks.
“I love you the way you are. Because you are an amazing person.” A kiss to his jaw.
“I love you because you are smart.” A kiss just below the last one.
“I love you because you are beautiful.” Another kiss. “Cute.” Another kiss. “Strong.” Another kiss.
Showering him in praises she kissed her way down his neck to his shoulder where she gently bit down.
His hands found her back and he held her impossibly close. Crushing her to him.
“Can we sleep just like this? Please babe.”, a soft plea fell from his lips and she pressed even softer kisses to them immediately after.
“Of course, anything you want grogous.” Just like that she wriggled until she felt comfortable and buried her face in his neck. “I love you.”
Her weight felt good on him, pushing all the scattered parts of his heart back into place.
“I love you too.”, he murmured in her ear and held her tight against himself with one hand at the small of her back and the other against the back of her head.
The voice in his head was quiet. Replaced with her gentle words of reassurance. And for once he didn’t feel like clawing off his skin. No, he wanted to be able to keep feeling her skin, her touch, her marks.
Gently she stroked his cheek with her thumb and he felt his eyes sting with tears.
Really the only reason I am brave enough to post this is because I kinda know that not many people will read this, but I am so proud of myelf for being brave enough to toss something else out there.
