#insidemyday

[the-dreamings]

Everything sucks right now, but since I’m seeing no one here is a post of all the makeup I’ve been doing to stay sane. Honestly I enjoy makeup, but I never really take many risks with my looks so it’s been fun to experiment with some colors I normally ignore. Also yes I did finally get to live out my goth dreams. And god damn yes did I fully commit to that look.

[the-dreamings]

I was going to play sims tonight, but oh look it updated and deleted all my save files. Also none of my mods work anymore, so, great.

[the-dreamings]

Me: *tries to crack knuckles intimidatingly*

Me: *fails*

Morgan:*cracks knuckles to mock me*

Morgan: *cracks many knuckles*

Morgan: *injures self*

Morgan: *has many regrets*

Me: *laughs*

@yesimightbegod

[the-dreamings]

Some part of me is always screaming.

[the-dreamings]

Best thing about reading last night was when some random woman came up and told me how she and her friend wrote down a line from my poem because they loved it so much. oh wow.

[the-dreamings]

I GET TO DO AN ACTUAL POETRY READING WITH POETY STUFF THAT I WROTE OH GOD I’M GOING TO BE SICK THIS IS GREAT.

[the-dreamings]

My sister asking me what I was like in Highschool

Me: I was like I am now

Me: only a whole lot worse

Me: with anime included

[the-dreamings]

Me: *has the house to myself for the night*

Me: *1 hour in starts talking enthusiastically to dogs in hopes of conversation*

Me: *1.5 hours in and gives up on animal communication. Talks to self instead*

Me: *sings the same line at the top of my lungs on repeat*

Me: *2 hours in and lays outside on grass taking videos of clouds with different filters*

Me: *understands that's basic but feels stupidly artsy*

Me: *2.5 hours in and deludes self into thinking I have the pipes of an angel*

Me: *moral of the story is I can't be left to my own devices*