Your subconscious mind always knows what is right and what is wrong, unfortunately most people have learned to block out that mind. In order to hear and understand that voice it needs to be developed and nurtured, trusted and grown. Your internal voice is a personal compass for navigating the course and challenges of life. Unfortunately we have the power to ignore this internal system. An intangible feeling of being lost or somehow separate is a warning sign that you have disconnected from this flawless internal guidance.
Your intuition and inner voice gets stronger with practice and trust, but your ability to silence that voice gets stronger with practice as well. The more you practice excuses, the more you justify your actions and worse, in-actions, to the people around you, the better you become at deceiving to yourself. There is no knob to turn up the volume of your inner guidance. It takes time and a leap of faith to develop. It takes trying that different behavior, experimenting with an alternative solution, and doing the thing that keeps nagging at you, but you keep ignoring because the way you know is easier and safer. Every time you trust that gut feeling it grows stronger and grows louder. It is always right. It is always the truth.
Are you going to take the easier and safer way through your whole life or take back control of your life? Stop being scared of yourself and try listening to yourself. By taking inspired actions you will gain strength, a feeling of connectedness and a wholeness you have not experienced since childhood.