Apr 28, 2021
Weird brain disconnect for me:
Am autistic: yes, accepted (personally), nothing wrong with this, just a different operating system
Am borderline: :(, makes me feel bad if i think about it too long, my personilty is disordered, but my personality is all of me, there’s nothing that isn’t my personality, feels like it’s saying my personality is wrong and bad and therefore I am wrong and bad
Like, yes autism affects all of me, but I am in the camp of just different wiring, yeah there’s some issues but mostly I’m good witn it
And with my depression or whatever, like that’s not me, that’s separate from me, I’m not my depression
But how can I not be my bpd. Feels like everything is wrong with me