#internship hell

[casualfruit]

My video came out like shit BUT I’m finding ways to get it stabilized. And by “ways” let’s jusr say. heh. trimming, downloading, and stabilizing it in CapCut for free multiple times

[queenangst]

every day i fucking check to see if i’ve got internship updates even tho i know theres none

[casualfruit]

I don’t wanna make this fucking videoooooooo it sucks and it looks bad uuuggggghhhhhh

[casualfruit]

Ok the teleprompter app is gonna make shooting vids a HELL of a lot easier, but I still gotta write those scripts that I said I wrote like 2 months ago ;;-;;

[casualfruit]

making absolutely sure I only use TT videos that were posted by adults as b roll for my next vid is a huge pain in the ass, but I will 100% do it because I'm not trying to get in legal trouble for a goddamn unpaid internship

[casualfruit]

Don’t tell my boss but I’m getting exponentially faster at making videos for my internship

[casualfruit]

I remade the video but after the all the trials and tribulations of the first go-around, this one was a breeze AND I feel much better about it

[casualfruit]

My boss suggested a few changes (including one that means I have to do a complete reshoot) but overall he liked it. By far the biggest triumph is that I found some programs/websites that let me make these videos way the fuck faster than the first time around. I will be okay. I will be okay.