#inthefeels

[fox-n-dins]

We came together and fell apart and then again because that was not our time.... but now we've come together with a secret vow to never leave eachothers side no matter what

With overflowing love and mutual respect

With innate affection and complex understanding

With ebb and with recede

With opinion and with wisdom

This hopefully is our time together Insha'Allah. And it is here to last with every prayer we make for eachother for our own infinity bigger than the other infinities🖤

[and-thats-real]

Hope you’re doing okay...maybe one day you’ll see this

[lulti]

Trapped

Meet me in my dreams and I will hold you again. An escape from reality I hope I never wake up; Only there I forget how it feels to be alone.

You enlighten me with your ever-changing beauty. You are fragile yet stay strong for me; To keep me safe, alive and never resentful

I kneel down and bow my head in utter defeat. My eyes shut, your sweet warmth envelopes me, Forcing me to leave behind my sanity Replacing it instead with the one that I am.

Still in love with my sorrow You fight to break me free The harder I push back The closer you bind yourself to me So today you can fly me away From the cage, I’ve built for myself.

[themollyelectric]

[breaking-bella]

💔

Don’t think a day will go by that I don’t miss her, hope to see her name appear on my screen, feel her absence, crave her presence, get reminded of her, miss her love, miss our love.

Don’t think a day will go by until I feel whole again, a day I don’t crave her voice, want to feel her presence.

I miss her more then she will ever know, love her more then she will ever know, and hope and pray to god that one day the universe brings us back together more then she will ever understand. 

I may not show her how much I miss her, but this is me letting her go, live the life she wants, a life without me.

I wanted to marry her, I want to marry her, I want to feel at home again.

My heart aches thinking these feelings will never go away, aches thinking my hopes will never become reality, but honestly that's how you know, its how you know you felt genuine, true , pure love. I am grateful to have felt this love, to feel this love, but let me tell you, it is the hardest thing to get past when things don’t work out. 

Of course I am going to find peace in knowing she is happier, that she isn’t struggling, that she is finally living the life she wanted too, finding a girl more suited for her lifestyle.  The other side however, the other side of me wishes she could have found that with me and not someone else. 

I will always feel like a piece of me is missing, and I can’t explain that feeling unless you know the love I feel.  I hope everyone gets to feel this kind of love once in their lifetime, because it is pure magic.

I can only pray I will be hers again, that she wants to be mine again, and that we will end up together how we had always dreamed and planned, but as the days pass, I feel this emptiness in my heart that it was just a dream and we will both just settle for something less.

I hope one day she realizes what she had with me, and if she does, I hope she has the courage to tell me.  To tell me she wants to try again.  To try for that future. 

I will never fully be able to say everything I want or need to say to her. When I feel I’ve said enough, more flutters into my head and i simply can’t let it all out how I want it to come out. My thoughts don’t always make sense to her, I try but i repeat and repeat as i don’t feel I made sense, I wish I could explain proper so that it is understood. In fact I keep coming back to this post and wanting to add more as it comes into my mind.

When she gets a new girlfriend, if she hasn’t already I know my heart will sink, I will probably cry, and will feel that the hope is gone.

Am I stupid for finding it hard to lose that hope? Probably. Do i think she finds it easy to move on with her life and not speak to me? 100%. Do i understand how she can so easily transition to us talking as friends and acting like our love isn’t there? How she can so easily talk to me about girls she likes and not see it hurts me? Not at all. Should I finally let it go? Most likely. Do I think I’ll ever be able too? No.

It will never be over, no matter how much we convince ourselves it is.

It’s hard not talking daily and her constantly on my mind, Wondering how she is, What she’s doing, if I’m on her mind. Wondering if she wants to message me as I do her, but knowing it’s better we don’t. It’s hard knowing she’s living a life without me and is happier.

Time will tell, but in that time, i feel a constant pit in my heart.  Something is missing... she is missing.

[heartbrokengump-blog]

You’re the first thing on my mind when I wake up, and the last thing on my mind when I go to sleep. It’s a never ending cycle, makes me wonder if you think about me.

[lunarfossil]

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I'm okay with not being your definition of perfect, or beautiful, or even kind. I am my own breed; wild, free, ancient. I will never be tamed. I look like a European woman. This skin reflects the snow and absorbs the sun. I am mystical, from far off lands steeped in story and myth. My body is mine to move how I want. I refuse to allow my fears to rule me, though I do allow them to be expressed fully. It's okay that my heart is aching. It's okay I'm not at my full potential yet. I am a romantic creature, stretching and weaving along the journey. I am unstoppable by anyone other than myself. I don't try to impress others. I aim to impress myself. To Empress myself. To be the queen of my domain. To be sovereign and free. To cry when I want to cry, to cackle and laugh like a witch when my vocal cords explode into what's natural for me. I love my hair coated in almond oil. I love my damp, sticky, sweaty body. I love my soul as it aches and yawns through this physical form, expressing my sadness and my yearning. And beneath all this -- through all this -- I am worthy. I am beautiful. I am sexy. I am a wildcard. I am messy. I am ephemeral. I am lucid. I am alive. I am everything; all the storms, all the madness, all the light. I stomp good magic into the earth even in stillness. I heal even as I weep. I create even as I sleep. I weave new realities as I leave the old threads as they are on the loom. I'm turning the page. Burning the sage. Crying to madre to cure and cleanse my depths. I am Torie. This is who I am in this moment. It's okay that I don't have everything together. I am being reborn, and I humbly bow to Creator in this process. Blackbird, fly. Blackbird, fly. Into the light of the dark black night. 🦂 #freestyle #danceyourfeelings #beyourself #selflove #immersion #rebirth #scorpionmedicine #blackbird #thebeatles #theenergeticsofinstagram #keepitreal #rawdepths #emotion #lovesvoice #danceyourtruth #magictribe #soulstarmermaidtribe #blessthemess #ownyourtruth #livefromtheheart #heartmedicine #mytruth #selfexpression #inthefeels #lovethefeels #blessthefeels #gratefultobealive #mahalokeakua

[hunnerchase]

"Before it slips away... Your touch stays on my skin. I feel it start sinking in; here come my insecurities. I almost expect you to leave. Were you really looking for me? Try your best to reassure me. I wasn't patient to meet you. Am I too needy, am I too eager? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.. I don't know what this is, but it doesn't feel wrong..." #saturdaymorningblues #thexx #inthefeels