#into da void

[l0tusblu]

based off of this

thinking about a jason that is absolutely fucking filthy with you…he’s never too tired for his baby and likes to see how much of a mess he can make of your panties. he’s pushing his cock up into your soaked folds, the fabric basically translucent now, and all you can do is whine. his arms press down on your thighs and his red mushroomy tip spreads pre all over your puffy lips, rutting into your body relentlessly.

[moggybuddy]

I just met the thickest sweetest boi today!

His name is literally the word 'Big', he is a big sleepy boi that likes to cuddy.

[l0tusblu]

do yall hate me be honest

[l0tusblu]

jeno jaemin lowk the kpop idol version of gojo and geto if gege was loved as a child

is it just me

nomin = satosugu

tell me that’s NOT them

[l0tusblu]

chat i’m highkey in another country rn bc of a family emergency…im going to be awol for a bit to deal with ts and also to catch up on school stuff after

expect deep end chapters to come out next week ?? and everything else halted for now 💔💔

masterlist if you still want to read the three things i have out 😭💔

[l0tusblu]

maybe it’s a sign of maturity but i’ve had an epiphany today. deleted hinge, cleared my camera roll of screenshots i didn’t need, removed people i didn’t want to see or interact with on my spam instagram, etc. maybe ill delete the side blog i spent a while working on because i never use it and it’s not organic enough for me anymore. i downloaded substack. i created to-do lists for the rest of summer and more importantly, tomorrow. i really need to clean my room and bathroom and do so much laundry and pack and make other lists of what to do, what to buy, etc. but i feel like im having fun again. i want to be healthier, eat better and work out more, sleep properly (as i write this at three in the morning) but at the same time i dont want to have a productive summer the way my parents want me to: work somewhere for two weeks before i leave for vacation, and then school starts again. i think resetting my life instead of rotting all day, which i’ve essentially been doing since school ended, is what i need to hard reset my life, including even the instagram algorithm and rebuilding my notion for things i’ll actually use and cut out everything i dont need or will push me back into my old habits.

i know this isn’t the stuff i usually post on my tumblr, but at the same time i think i need to take agency of my creative spaces again and get past my own mental blocks of which space is meant for what. i want to post a little less porn and a little more nuanced prose, and write what i want to instead of chasing notes like i kind of have been for the time i was actually active on this blog. i do want to write more think pieces but that is more for substack rather than tumblr, but i am a creative in some way or another and i want to keep putting out my creative work even though i feel myself growing out of past phases i’ve had in my life.

just a little update/brain dump from me lol!

[l0tusblu]

i’m back chat

for only one month bc i’m going on vacation soon but im back nonetheless

[l0tusblu]

yo i lowk gotta lock the hell in or i’m going to fail my exams

like all of them

yo