#inyoursoul

[davincisdemonn]

Bulacağım içinde başkasının bulamadığı ışığı

[ceritakatha]

Kadang kita mengingkari nyata, membohongi diri sendiri atas segala realita. Kadang kita tidak mencintai diri sendiri. Membiarkan ilusi Dan imaji berseliweran. Apakah kita gila? Apakah kita tidak waras? Tidak Kita hanya kurang mengikhlaskan. Semoga kelak Kita Kan sadar bahwa semua kadang harua dilepaskan Dan direlakan.

[ceritakatha]

Aku memilih pergi darimu. Engkau yang pernah aku cintai. Engkau yang pernah aku duga adalah masa depanku.

Aku memilih pergi darimu.

Karena masa depan adalah sejalan, bukan berlainan arah.

Aku memilih pergi darimu. Karena aku memilih gagal diproses, daripada gagal dipernikahan.

Aku memilih pergi darimu.Karena aku belajar bahwa semesta adalah diri kita sendiri, bukan meletakkan kebahagiaan pada manusia lainnya.

Aku memilih pergi darimu.

Karena pernikahan adalah menyatukan dua keluarga, bukan hanya engkau dan aku.

Semoga engkau dapatkan penggantiku yang lebih taat kepadamu. Yang lebih kuat memperjuangkanmu. Yang lebih beriringan denganmu. Yang lebih mengerti keadaanmu. Yang tidak pernah mendebatmu.

Aku memilih pergi darimu, karena aku belajar bagaimana memaknai welas asih. Welas asih adalah tidak memaksakan kehendak sayang. Semoga kau berbahagia selalu disana, dengan pengganti perempuanmu. Walau kita pernah menuju temu dan terikat. Kemudian terhempas dan tercerai berai.

Terima kasih lelakiku. Aku belajar melepaskan dan merelakan. Benar apa yang mereka katakan. Jika memang seseorang ditakdirkan untuk kita maka bagaimanapun jauhnya, ia akan kembali. Jikapun tidak mungkin kita harus belajar. Iya, dan aku belajar memperjuangkan sebisa dan sekuat yang aku mampu. Aku rasai apa itu namanya kegigihan. Selamat bertumbuh sayang, izinkan aku pergi.

[sociarty-blog1]

"Shine your soul with the same  egoless humility as the rainbow  and no matter where you go  in this world or the next,  love will find you, attend you, and bless you." #rainbow #doublerainbow #calmafterthestorm #rainstorm #sunshine #beautifulsky #evening #sunset #wheredoestherainbowend #inyoursoul #peace #serenity #nikon #nikond3400 #Photoshop #scenic #nature (at Tower Theater)

[lblake1-blog]

#theredbarnsc, #yeahthatgreenville, #local, #coffee, #gamers, #buysmall, #books, #inyoursoul, #dustitoff, #everydaylife, #mondays, #hustlehard (at The Red Barn SC)

[spiderarteries]

[ann3xia]

Terminal Choice - In your Soul 

You feel no love  But you feel no pain  There's a black hole  In your soul  You see no hope  There is no god  Only darkness  In your soul..

♥

[lifeofshaad]

poetry of the def-est kind

So ive decided that my fav poet is Shihan...which i discovered on my many hours of youtubing....heres the latest installment in my poetry saga....

poems entitled: Flashy Words

Flashy words make the world turn but it don't turn right So I use these, real eyes to, realize the real lies being spoken but not heard 'cause We are more fascinated by that which are fabricated The, iconoclastic tactless tactician aims Tongues spits truth, words like wrecking balls Bounce off brains 'cause nobody likes to hear what's going on these days it's like The truth hurts And we've been lied to a bunch of hollowed minds living on borrowed times and Nobody likes to hear that and nobody likes to say it either 'cause Lazy Angels never carry their wings and Wingless words do nothing but keep us down so This New York poet yells there is no satisfaction in knowing that Your life is one of the saddest fictions ever written. So take your not so satisfactory life back To the Sadness Factory to Be reworked and to Be rewritten and to Be reconfigured to live right. Open your brain let your heart go The Real You has been locked within your ribcage for too long and Stop trying to hold on to then 'cause that's why it all started. And about that same time He forgot fun She lost hope and now We Can't find anything. And I swear to God if I could swear to God I'd ask Her What the fuck was She thinking when She gave us Free Will 'Cause we done fucked things up 'cause Kids dont play and God don't pray 'Cause it's out of Her hands now. See I've rewritten the Bible after getting over the primal rage Of finding my name disguised within a Bible's page and People trying to dissect my destiny to find that Words somehow make the world turn but it really doesn't turn right. And suddenly the world stops spinning because words weren't good enough. So I tell you a blind man once told me the true meaning of love at first sight So I close my eyes and I recited this poem To a audience of one that found total gratification and my undivided attention And when I opened my eyes I found myself standing before a mirror Staring into the eyes of an invisible man until my pupils became pupils And I could teach myself to live a better life. From a piece of mind brings peace of mind all I gotta do is give a piece of mine Only the words piece together the pieces in me to create peace within me. But shit they are all pieces Pieces to a puzzle which when put together, is me. So let me tell you something Don't ever do anything you're not supposed to And speak only when spoken to And don't speak unless you mean 'Cause a good man is hard to find and a hard man is good to find And I'm half the man I used to be and One fourth the person I should be or could be 'Cause I sacrificed freedom for stardom After being fucked out of my freedom without a condom Now how dumb was I. Words, break these words down to the syllables They all are the silly bulls they represent And what do I represent? Well it's hard to say when my rep resents the fact that I have to question myself when each time that question represents itself. I can, therefore I am and, Sticks and stones may break your bones but Words will always teach you.