To my yesterday
Dear one, I'll always be a fan of your writings. All your thoughts consolidated in to one genuine piece of art is a gift I always admired of you. The latest piece which is filled with deep emotions is something that pulled my heart in to devastation for I am part of the whole subject.
We were not the ideal and typical couple that everyone can see around. What we had was an opportunity to love again with a mixure of all types of bursting emotions. We felt all the things we humans can feel.
We were once happy, contended and filled with love, but now we both are feeling the most painful emotion in existence. The pain of losing the one we love. Everyday I am fighting a battle inside my head. I am missing you day by day since we broke up until I reached a point where I cannot hold the pain. Tears ran down my face. It just won't stop. I let it all out until I felt asleep crying and feeling the loss. I accepted the fact that things will never be the same for us. I cheated on you, and you deserve someone who will give you the world. By world I mean everything you deserve to have, and to feel that you can blissfully embrace with much love - things I never got to give you dear one.
I am hoping to God that you may move forward with much love for yourself. Just keep moving forward coz I know that soon you will shine again in the storm that clouds the earth that needs you.
Someday someone will see the passion I saw in you. I pray to God for your happiness especially during this time when you can't make it on your own.
To my ex lover, I love you still in ways I can never let you feel any longer.
