#irisisgood

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I need somebody to kiss the scars on my skin....

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WRIST CHECK!!

dude whut??

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Tw sui

I'm gonna kill myself.

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Tw: like, a couple mentions of sui

pov: I go outside and got dragged by my mom and the heat+bright sun+noises from people and cars and shit made me want to fucking blow my fucking head off. The heat making me feel sweaty and sticky where my headphones are but if I take them off I'm exposed to the noises which will INCREASE THE FUCKCCKCKCKCKC.

And when I was at my limit my mom was talking to me so I looked st her and tried to be the most polite and respectful as I can but sue though I had a FUCKING ATTITUDE BECAUSE I LOOKED AT HER WRONG. BITCH IF I TALKED I WOULD HAVE SOUNDED SO FUCKING RUDE. WHAT THE FUCK DUDE. I'M DONE I'M FUCKING DONE.

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tw: ed

I'M SO FUCKING FAT I ACTUALLY HATE MYSELF SO MUCH OH MY GODDD FUCK I SWEAR I WANT TO CARVE THE FAT OFF MY FUCKING BONES MY FUCKING GOD. I WANT TO FUCKING ALL 43 OF MY MOM' WEIGHTLOSS PILLS BUT SHE'D NOTICE EVEN IF I TOOK ONE. AND I CAN'T STOP EATING OR THINKING ABOUT FOOD. FUCK. I GOING TO FUCKING, FUCK.

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Why am I making myself wait for 20 days.

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Day 1 out of 20

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Tw: sui

I need to kill myself