note: the tags i have put are for reaching the right audience i need for this.
so, to start off, i’m not a system and i don’t think i’m experiencing plurality in any way.
i came to tumblr specifically because i know there are people here who have good knowledge and experiences. on reddit people are usually arguing and debating. anyways; for a long time (around 8 years now) i’ve experienced something that i do not know a term for.
i’ll try to explain to my best ability:
i have some sort of connection, that people have called delusion very frequently, on characters, right? i don’t really know how irls work, but i think that could be a tiny bit related from what i’ve seen. i’m not entirely educated because so many sources vary. but get this, also; i have connection to my own form of perception on a character as if it were to be my own version. like an oc? i’m unfamiliar on how to describe but it’s just that it’s not a *specific* character. it can fluctuate as well, on “who” i’m feeling like.
but, here’s the bigger problem; it’s not just one. right now it’s two at a time. i feel like two people at once, overlapping. and i can’t really put my finger on who is mainly taking part. i hate to use the word “who” for it, because once again i don’t believe i’m plural (i have nothing that aligns at all with the concept of plurality). i just don’t know what to use.
and here’s the absolute worst part. please don’t come after me for this or anything, i’m really just trying to navigate this & not trying to seem like a weirdo; a real person (but my own form/version), can also apply to this. i don’t know why. it’s weird, & a music artist!!! wtf. & i get really really nervous bringing this up because i don’t want to look creepy :,-)
if anyone has help, that’d be amazing, and if you have mutuals who might know, please share.
SAYLOR: [SAY]+[LORE] "A respelling of Sailor, this name translates to “boat man,”
SATURN: [SAT]+[URRN] "Saturn is a boy's name of Latin origin. It comes from Saturnus, the Roman god of agriculture which the planet Saturn is called after."
SAFFREN: [SAF]+[RUHN] "Saffren as a girl's name (also used as a boy's name), is a variant of the name Saffron."
SATYA: [SUH]+[TEE]+[UH] "Satya, a gender-neutral name of Sanskrit origin. With a name meaning "truth,""
SAMMI: [SAM]+[EE] "Sammi is a gender-neutral name with Hebrew and Arabic roots. Meaning “name of God” and “God has heard,”"
GIA: [GEE]+[UH] "Gia is a girl’s name of Italian origin, meaning “God is gracious.” This derivative began as a short form of Gianna,"
GENESIS: [GEN]+[E]+[SIS] " This name means “origin” or “birth,” coming from the first book in the Hebrew Bible"
GORO: [GOR]+[OOH] "Goro is a Japanese boy's name meaning fifth"
GRAYSEN: [GRAY]+[SON] "Graysen is a masculine name of English origin. This name translates to “son of the gray-haired man”
GILLIAN: [GILL]+[E]+[AN] "Gillan is a gender-neutral name with roots in the Emerald Isle. This rare gem derives from the Irish surname Gillean or Ó Giolláin"
this is a weird question, but is it normal to know your an irl of a character, but get weird like intrusive thoughts telling you ur being ‘out of character’ with something? it’s really hard to describe but i’ll be doing something, and my brain will just tell me “if you were actually an irl of that character you wouldn’t do that” and it makes me super confused cause then i gives me a mini identity crisis.
hopefully this isn’t a weird thing to ask! i’ve just been confused about it for a bit “^^
okay okay i totally got you on this bestie
tl;dr: yes! that is perfectly normal.
here's a complete explanation.
you are going to experience things that won't be considered "canon." you will have memories and mannerisms that aren't exactly like you were in source. that's okay.
if i had a buck for every time i was completely canon accurate, i'd be poorer than i already am. basically, what i can say is this: not all characters have complete backstories, or even personalities. even if they do, it's still really easy to feel like something is right, even when it might not be canon.
so go easy on yourself, okay? it's really normal. everyone i know with an irl could tell you that. if you say it's right, it's right. don't let anyone tell you it's not. not even yourself.
hope this helped :) if anyone has anything to add, feel free to do so in comments or reblogs :)
We do requests for Introjects, Kinnies, Irls/Da’s and really anyone who wants them! We currently have three mods, and are currently accepting requests!
You can find our card here, but we also have all our info here on the blog if you don’t want to!
Rules
1. Specify if it's a DA/IRL, kin, introject, comfort character or other
2. No NSFW
3. Be nice with requests and be patient, we are all humans/other unidentifiable creatures please be patient and respectful
4. We can deny any request if it makes us uncomfortable
5. Do not bring discourse to the blog, its none of our business and we rather not deal with it
6. We will add more rules if need
DNI IF:
- you fit basic dni citeria
- are anti-endo
- you literally just wanna start discourse please don’t bother we will not read your ask, much less post a response to it lmao
- NSFW we are all minors don’t
Mod Info Under the Cut:
Mod Horror/Kleaver:
Minor, it/it’s and other neos
Requests it can do:
Moodboards
Playlists
Icons
Shufflemancies
Sources/Fandoms quack can do:
MCYT (Major focus on DreamSMP and OriginSMP, but will do Hermitcraft, EmpiresSMP, 3rd/Last Life, etc)
Most horror/slasher films, mostly the classics
Ice Nine Kills (both factives, songtives, or anything in between!!)
Warriors
Five Nights at Freddy’s
Danganronpa
RTGame/CallmeKevin Cinematic Universe(s)
Pokemon (preferably the Pokemon themselves)
Ace Attorney
Inscryption
Until Dawn
Things I’m Uncomfortable With/My General Blacklist (also, just because im uncomfy with it doesn’t mean the other mods won’t do it ((unless they’re uncomfy with it too))):
Anything tntduo
Anything to do with the betrayals of L’manberg
Heart attacks/strokes
c!Schlatt or c!Quackity neg (includes c!pumpkinduo neg)
the butcher army (especially the pickaxe quote)
any of the interactions between Wilbur and Quackity in Hitting on 16, especially the second place thing
any dadschlatt thing of schlatt purposefully abandoning tubbo
Mod Fantasy/Dew:
Requests soul can dew:
Minor, he/soul/it
Mood boards(I love doing these and they are favorite to do!)
Playlists
Headcannons
Kin Assignments
Tarot Readings for Timelines however I am very new
Sources/Fandoms soul can dew:
MCYT
Homestuck (No Bro, Dirk is fine)
South Park
SheRa
Owl House
Steven Universe
Phoneix Wright
The World ends with you
Pokemon
D&D
Horror Movies
Walking Dead Video Game
Most Animes
Danganronpa
Bees
Musical stuff like Marching band and bands in general
Things I’m Uncomfortable with I will not do anything with this in it out of my own comfort level:
Bro Strider
Nothing like “We saved them all” in a religious way
Sausage x Jimmy Solidarity
Stridercest or any ship shipping a Strider with a LaLonde
Passerine (If you want to submit requests for this its fine! I just wont be able to complete any of them, so they’ll have to be done by the other mods ^^)
