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[athousandbyeol]

just a short vlog (mainly me fangirling over exo's comeback) and unboxing cher's id card holder <3

my card holder has arrived @ellasaru12 @forcebookish @forcebook <'3 i tried so hard not to scream hahaha

[athousandbyeol]

https://twitter.com/_1025am/status/1677335042182316033?t=Mx0z8WIuXXif7011fGiiCQ&s=19

the moment I saw this on my tl it reminded me of you and how you call them soul partners <3

Hope this makes your day!!!

(p.s. I couldn't attch the pictures here coz tumblr didnt allow me to do so)

#takeallyourtimenorush #patientlywaitingforwhenyoutalkandwriteonenchanté

that's so adorable! they're legit soul partners. very uwu-coded when they're together <3

i honestly have a confession ;; when i first saw forcebook during enchante, i legit thought they were twins... (yes, you can hate me now t_t) i almost had a heart attack because i couldn't believe my eyes! i questioned, wait, why are these twins acting in a romantic drama? that was the greatest shock in my life... i was indeed very stupid. then my friend told me no! they're just childhood friends and i was so surprised (again) because of the odds this universe could offer? beautiful, indeed. hahaha.

fast forward a year later, here i am, a mess for forcebook. and once i get to know them, they look different but almost alike in many ways? their features kind of complement each other. there's a saying in my country "identical faces can either be lovers/soulmates," so hahaha, i'm delulu and i know it ;)

oh, your asks have been making my day a lot. thanks so much for sending me these cute asks. i'm very happy to talk to you :)

(i have a friend here who keeps track of the little details in enchante @forcebookish. it's always fun to read and there are some details that got me saying wow. hehe)

here's a cute moment from today's event that is safely engraved in my heart because p'force really wants to include p'book in everything and i'm here for it hahahaha <3

[athousandbyeol]

https://twitter.com/_pympa/status/1677543402307731457?t=iyoqiyx2b0yM08oy-1iAcg&s=19

Ooppsss I forgot to add the fact ghat book was trying to copy his cool bff

he's so >.<" nong bookie is so mischievous!

and this is so out of context but that high-waist jeans look so good on him... he was like a prince yesterday and i was surprised to see p'book being the more stylish (?) than p'force because i always see p'book in a simple tee + jeans/slacks. that look should be in the art gallery...

this is another cute clip of nong bookie (possibly) wanting to go for a dive somewhere hahaha it's so narak :((

[athousandbyeol]

Tag Game ✨️

I was tagged by the lovely @aleng-neng :) thanks for the tag!

Show your homescreen and/or lockscreen. What is the last song you listened to? And, what is the last picture you saved?

So, this is my homescreen 🙈

This is my lockscreen 🎊

The last song I listened to is this;

It's a wonderful song, btw. I love his works so much. ^^

And the last picture I saved is this 👀🤭🙈

So... yeah. ForceBook brain rot it is.

I'm tagging some of my new friends on this site; @kxttxnkxttxn @sorrowfuljaewon @pxvvar @sillybiscuitshepherdskeleton and @oswlld 🎉 but no pressure though :)

[athousandbyeol]

this or that tag game

i was tagged by the lovely @isvisomewhere. thanks for the tag! (and i'm sorry because i totally forgot about this...) this is such a fun game and i would like to do it hehe (although i'm super late t_t)

crying out in the shower or making out in the shower (of course i'll cry in the shower hahaha that's what i did almost half of my life)

give cute boy line ID or stalk his IG (i would never, for the life of me, make the first move //i think. i learned it the hard way before and i don't think i'll ever do it again haha)

share his earbuds or share his closet (music is my life... and sharing earbuds with my lover? good lord. one of my y/n moment is coming to life... hahaha)

manga or manwha (not a big fan of either but i genuinely prefer manga more because of its poetic aspects and the overall feeling of the comic from japan hehe)

long dangly silver earring or dark leather cuff

time loop or reincarnation (i think time loop will give me a serious case of anxiety. i'll settle with reincarnation because even if they were separated in this life, they can meet again in their next one //why does this remind me of vegaspete... goodness)

blue engineering smock or red engineering smock (#teamblue #justbecause)

kisses at the beach or kisses in the mountains (this is like picking between my mother or father... but yeah...)

cactus or chili plant

fairy lights or spot lighting (i'm obsessed with fairy lights. i have a few in my room hehe)

ghost boyfriend or vampire lover (i can't touch him if he's a ghost. i want to hug my boyfriend even though there's a chance he's going to suck every ounce of blood from me but still; i want to physically hold him hahaha)

hard sub or soft sub (i can wait... i'm patient... i think)

evil ex-girlfriend or predatory fujoshi (although i do think these tropes still exist in the real world, i hope we won't get much of them in shows today. please...)

suit jacket or leather jacket

high school or university

kitchen drama or office drama (this is so hard but i have to choose kitchen drama because i love watching cooking shows //and attempting to cook// so it would be super cute to see anything centred around food <3)

forehead kisses or cheek kisses (forehead kisses are one of my ULTIMATE weaknesses. and watching thai dramas has introduced me to sniff kisses which i absolutely adore)

Viki or GaGaOOLaLa (i'm not sure...)

Japanese arthouse depth or Korean high concept (i feel like japanese movies are so rich in culture and imbue a lot of their heritage. even though it's modern, there's always a trace of tradition here and there. i absolutely am admiring the simplicity and complexity of it all. their movies are always a pleasure to watch)

pink milk or yakult

censored Chinese BL or trashy Thai pulps

body swap or dead body (i'm ok with both as long as the storyline is good hehe)

sexy or story

back hugs or lap sitting (there's just something about back hugs... perhaps they romanticise the beauty and intimacy of back hugs so much in dramas that i fall for its charm no matter how overused the gesture is...)

piggyback or cradle carry (i think neither because i'm super heavy and i don't think my lover would want to carry me xD but if it's me, i would love to piggyback my lover <3)

this is so fun! i'm tagging some of my friends here @akksgaypanic @jb-blue63 @arisprite and some of these great people @thatgirl4815 @aleng-neng @stillqueerstillhere @icouldhyperfixatehim @biwichapas @theflagscene @milkpansa and anyone who sees this ^^ (but no pressure, though. it's all up to you. and sorry if i make you uncomfortable with this tag t_t)

[athousandbyeol]

reveal your watch & rewatch drama list

i was tagged by @dribs-and-drabbles. thank you for tagging me :)

this is going to be short because i don't really follow a lot of ongoing dramas these days hehe.

vice versa: i see a lot of people loving and hating this drama. honestly, i love it. i do think the first and second episodes are a bit wishy-washy. but i guess it's because they're just about to set the pace and ground of the storyline. the third episode is very enjoyable in my opinion. and i'm loving the following episodes more and more. to the ones who contemplate watching this series, i think it's worth giving it a try. who knows? you might like it <3

the eclipse: lord. it's one of my most anticipated series from gmmtv 2022. i love the chemistry between first and khaotung. they're sizzling. boiling. but i'm mostly surprised by neo and louis! honestly, i'm rooting for khanlong and thuaphu's story a lot. so intrigued to see how far they'll take us. loving the nuances they are giving. i'm seriously getting second pair syndrome (?) the way vegaspete made me feel so yeah hahahaha let's see to what extent khanthua will wreck me i sincerely believe they'll break me

and i think it's obvious i'm still watching vegaspete scene's from time to time hahaha at this point, i don't think i'll move on that easily from them i'm a mess

i've been watching a lot of horror/thriller films lately. mostly it's from thailand. i would like to recommend some (if it's ok hehe)

take me home: i personally love how mentally challenging this movie is. it'll take you on a wild ride. it might be confusing too. but i think that's the charm of it. it makes you think. a lot. it's eerie and dark. touches a lot on buddhism and also the context of familial love. but i do have to warn you that it might be triggering. so, i hope anyone who wants to watch this will be aware of that.

low season: this is more like a horror/comedy movie that i watched a few days ago. it's cute, hahaha. made me smile. (and i realised a lot of these films have mario maurer as the protagonist). yeah. a feel-good film, to be honest. it's not scary, in my opinion. i think anyone can watch this.

coming soon: this is slightly an older film. but, lord, my heart was in my throat the whole time i watched this. it's a bit graphic. it felt so real, especially that one scene (don't want to spoil anyone hahaha). i honestly think the idea of this film is so good and twisted. highly recommended.

heilstätten: ok, this one messed up with my brain. a lot. i was so confused after the movie ended. i had (still have) so many questions. the ending scene is what makes everything so puzzling. but i honestly love how it plays with my head. and this one is so graphic. anyone who wants to watch this, please brace yourself. they're not skimping on the blood and torture. but i still enjoyed it.

ok. i think that's all hehe.

i would like to know what @arisprite @jb-blue63 @badprophetvx @sereinartemishan @aleng-neng are watching but no worries. no pressure. hehe

and anyone who sees this, feel free to join :)

[athousandbyeol]

Hii! For the music tag: 5, 13, 27 <3

Hi, Kate! Thanks for the ask :)

[From this ask game]

5. A song that needs to be played LOUD

These days, I feel like this song should be played at 100% volume because it's so bubbly! The song is like sunshine and rainbows personified hehehe sooo cute >< it compliments guncher's relationship too 🤭

My Luck - Book Kasidet

13. One of your favorite 80’s songs

Wow 😂 As we're both not born in the 80s, I'm not that knowledgable. But I did some googling and I saw one of the songs I'm fond of, which is...

Careless Whisper - George Michael

The whole song suits smexy times the best 🙈

27. A song that breaks your heart

I have two songs that strike me the most.

Anchor - Novo Amor

Used To Be Friends - Searows

Anchor is my all time favourite song. If I die, I would like this song to be the OST of my life 😅 I discovered Used To Be Friends last year and it changed me as a person. Listening to it will always make me cry.

[athousandbyeol]

hi! i saw what you said on twitter about taking a hiatus and i just wanted to say to you to take your time and heal. to rest and be well, take care of yourself and try to heal and feel at peace. i understand how awful you must feel, and if you want to take a break - take it, please. to get better and feel better. i hope you heal well and rest well, until then, we will be always waiting for you!

sending hugs! ♡

hi! wait, you're on twitter too? i didn't know... are you one of my followers? i'm sorry because i don't have many friends there. i don't know which account is yours :(

i'm not sure, tbh. i write when i'm basically feeling everything. but it's tiring these days. and i feel like my self-esteem deteriorates again hahahaha.

how i wish it doesn't affect me but it did. they have become major parts of my life since last year. i'm torn. but i also believe other people are feeling the same too. maybe i'm just overreacting (what's new, aye?)

thanks again for your sweet words. i genuinely hope i'll take some time off from writing. i really want to rest. but i'm not the strongest soldier, tbh.

thank you. take care. x