a love junkie like that

na. she/her. 27. make it worthwhile. i write, edit and create sometimes. heels over head in the bedroom. tracking #forathousandbyeol. [byf]

[athousandbyeol]

hi, i'm na :) she/her. 27. infj. i write, edit and create sometimes. music is my love language. i mostly write to cope. purple prose. introspective/literary fiction. i write in lapslock. english isn't my first language (i apologise for all the grammatical errors in my stories). in love with the idea of two individuals falling in love. chasing the sundown. a masochist at times. beloved(s); forcebook, jimmysea, juniormark, savefranc, seakeen, earthmix, pondphuwin, geminifourth, williamest, chokunaston, pahnfond, gawin caskey ❤️ waiting; twenty one, weirdo-101, roommate chaos, i will always save you, lovers & gangsters, 17th spring, love's echoes, write you again, the invisible dragon, cupid's ghost, wish upon a star. watching; — ☒ na writes | ☒ na creates | ☒ na edits | ☒ na rambles ☒ na discusses ❣ fanfics series masterlist (1) / fanfics series masterlist (2) | discussion masterlist tracking: #forathousandbyeol

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crimson. [thamepo fanfic]

"can't you see how much i care about you, po? how much i love you? how much i'm willing to destroy everything that bothers you?"

shadows whisper promises, words plot demises, and dreams shatter into pieces; love me. only me. and no one else.

because po belongs to no one and everyone, but he should only belong to someone. only one.

chapter 1 — eyes. chapter 2. chapter 3. chapter 4. chapter 5.

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crimson. [thamepo fanfic] ; chapter 2 — mouth.

"can't you see how much i care about you, po? how much i love you? how much i'm willing to destroy everything that bothers you?"

shadows whisper promises, words plot demises, and dreams shatter into pieces; love me. only me. and no one else.

because po belongs to no one and everyone, but he should only belong to someone. only one.

chapter 1 — eyes.

chapter 2 — mouth.

chapter 3.

chapter 4.

chapter 5.

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crimson. [thamepo fanfic] ; mine.

po wishes he would just die right now, when he's nothing, when he's absolutely everything he never wanted to be.

[athousandbyeol]

yeap...

the massive brain rot this song is giving me right now... is beyond words, never comprehensible 🥲

the live version is even more glorious, good Lord 😭

i have a story idea based on this song... but i can't find the perfect pair/characters for it yet? i considered a few of my favourite pairs, but they just don't feel right?

i honestly don't know what to do with all these emotions, to be honest...

[athousandbyeol]

oh my God... not junemewnich too 😭💔

[williamests]

THE BEST NOTIFICATION EVER! @athousandbyeol 🥹

[athousandbyeol]

i hope you'll like it rain <3

[athousandbyeol]

iridescent [rome/po fanfic]

"who the fuck do you think you are, to even think about touching my man with your fucking filth, you fucking bastard?"

or, rome and po promise a date night at the club, but enter violence and protectiveness, with bittersweet tenderness and lots of kisses.

[athousandbyeol]

look at this little happiness that came in the mail today 💗

this photobook is on par with jumark's pb. the quality is just fantabulous. the color is so vibrant. everything about it is just glorious. the overall concept is so seakeen i'm just so grateful that i could buy this 😭❤️✨

here are some photos from the pb that i find very, very aesthetically pleasing 😍

the stylist knew they ate when they put seakeen in glasses............. love the contrast between the simple/clean background with the pop of red on their names!!!

are they not boyfriends in this??? i love the simple white oversized fit with black ties and glasses... and the photobooth concept? SOOOOO BOYFRIENDS 💘

what is this last twilight vibe i'm getting from this picture...? is this a sign that seakeen will work with p'aof in 2027? //manifesting// //they always fit the yearning genre like a glove//

LORD. i need a HD version of this photo so that i can make it my wallpaper... it's so call me by your name-coded i'm so unwell looking at this photo 😭😭😭 they look so good oh my!!!

this is so cheewaniran in a different universe!!! the way the lights are shining on their faces, making them sparkle just like the stars... and the sweet-romantic purple/pink colour bathing them........... IT'S SO PRETTY 😭😭😭 i need weirdo-101's poster to be like this 🥺💗

this pc set is giving me very intense brain rot about them being rivals at work (both of them are lawyers and they're very very competitive but actually like each other) yes please give me moreeeeeeeee i need this kind of plot for seakeen someday!!!

the postcards are so pretty as well! i really love the composition of their shots, the colours and the overall vibe of their photobook. i just think it's very well-made and reflected their individual colours, but also enhances their charm as partners 🥺🩷✨

dino!seakeen has my whole heart 😭❤️✨

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call it love, or just call my name [jayke fanfic]

"yun-ah…"

"like what you're seeing?"

"i'd never wanted to see anything else. my eyes are thoroughly blessed."

he hears it again, that fond you're such an idiot, and jongseong marvels at that little exchange of affection, and how he pulls jaeyun close just to nose that rickety pulse point, lapping tongue on the collarbone, biting once, twice, until jaeyun winces, until jaeyun writhes, saying that he loves it, saying he wants more. of course. of course, he can.

chapter 1

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barth...

[excerpts taken from kiss me on the mouth and everywhere you want]

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back then, i thought if God was real, He probably didn't care much about me. but thinking about it now, i feel like, no matter what i did, He never disappeared from my life. without Him, i wouldn't have met you. and we wouldn't have today. well, i... i used to think after meeting you, i had to choose. but actually, i never had to choose at all. because ever since you came into my life, i never forgot God either.

[athousandbyeol]

i'm feeling so many things at the moment but i genuinely blacked out when barth started calling tanrak 'rak'........ i kind of disassociated tbvh

[athousandbyeol]

i really miss that creepy murder thamepo fic you were writing, it was soo good and well written so far

hi :)

about that story... i'm convinced that no one's reading it, so i was kind of bummed because of it, and i said to myself, "even if i don't continue this, people won't care," so i just leave it at that, even though i've already outlined the story...

i don't know if i'll ever update it tho, tbh. i think i've been writing to the void for so long, i get uninspired to write (thus, the constant writer's block). sorry for the tmi, or if this seems like an excuse. but i usually write my stories driven by my feelings... so if i no longer feel it, it's difficult for me to continue 😭

but maybe... if one day... there's an update to the story... i hope it'll make you happy <'3

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i've been screaming and crying and rolling in my bed for the past hour because good!!! Lord!!! roommate chaos!!! is!!! coming!!! soon!!! 😭😭😭

i'm so happy that i'm vibrating at a frequency that could basically shatter glass God thank you so much i'm buzzing in glee right now oh my God 😭😭😭

we're getting the release of roommate chaos novel this 27!!! and also a fan sign for the cast!!! as a savefranc stan, this is a miracle because me (and the whole fandom) has been praying for them to have schedules... because their last public event together was in march.............. i don't know how we survived the drought, but here we are!!! and it's our time to shineeeeeeeee 😭

i'm so excited to welcome rc era into my life 😭 and also, actors!savefranc will grace my screen again soon!!! I'M EXCITED I'M ELATED I'M ABOUT TO WALK THROUGH WALLS 😭😭😭

i'm including this poster announcement because save ATE with that diva pose and franc looks so adorable PLEASE SEE THE SAVEFRANC VISION THE WAY I DO BECAUSE GOD THEY HAVE SO MUCH POTENTIAL 😭😭😭

i don't care they're my power couple through and through!!!!!! (i stand on this savefranc hill until the very end 😭)

also... let's talk about the novel covers for roommate chaos because i think they SLAYED with them...

so room 311 will be markohm (righteous senior-rebelious junior), room 224 will be surfjava (the oblivious-the obvious), and room 510 will be savefranc (cold/distant-warm/lively architecture students. the director is p'au, and i have faith in him after watching cat for cash...

but i'm getting a very intense brain rot after looking at the cover for monthonsol/savefranc's story arc...

from the mock trailer, it's depicted that sol (franc) will be quite cold, distant and a no-nonsense type of person, while monthon (save) is a warm, fun, and a jokester. they're both architecture students, and this leads to monthon saying, "i think we can get along together well because of our similarities," which, i believe, will be the centre of their storyline, as they both don't actually share many similarities. they're kind of like strangers to roommates to enemies to lovers (?) i had a talk with some of my friends that i really hoped they would be academic rivals instead... but either way, i know their storyline's going to be sweet and intense and fun and heartwarming and possibly angsty 😅 (this is just me hoping tbh 🤭)

THE BOOKSHELF BETWEEN THEM GOOD LORD 😭😭😭😭😭😭 AND THE WAY MONTHON GAZES LOVINGLY AT SOL OH GOD I'M ABOUT TO END IT ALL 😭😭😭

they came at the right time and i'm honestly so thankful that i get to see savefranc again after so long... my hope for this series is, i hope it'll bring many beautiful opportunities, for all actors. i hope through roommate chaos, more people will follow and like savefranc as actors because they truly are two very introverted yet the silliest, sweetest, funniest, coolest, and most talented individuals 🥺💗

oh, savefranc, your time has finally come. i'm already so proud of you both 😭💚💙

i don't care how high and low and far and wide i have to search for this merch but i WILL buy it...........

SAVEFRANC/MONTHONSOL FTW!!!!!! LET'S GAURRRRR MY BELOVEDS!!!!!! 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️✨️✨️✨️

i'm tagging april in this post because love!!!!!!!! it's happening!!!!!!! 😭😭😭💗💗💗 @aprilblossomgirl

[athousandbyeol]

good morning and happy ticket to heaven day 💗 can't believe it's already the final ep... will miss them and how they make me ill in the head so much 💔 i'm expecting a wedding to commence tho 🤭

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kiss me on the mouth and everywhere you want [barthtanrak fanfic]

you're so good to me.

or, a what-if, where barth and tanrak weren't interrupted that night in the storage room.

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