#irl vent

[more-things-in-heaven-hell]

This may seem dumb —

I’m trying so hard not to fucking cry at work —

We lost boundary waters , the U.S. senate passed a bill 49-50 that ended the 20 year mining ban that Biden passed in that part of the National Forest in Minnesota , they are tearing the protected forest up for mining and capitalism .

A huge nature preserve there were was no roads no motor vehicles allowed it was untouched .. primitive and now it’s being torn down for mining .

As someone who Whole degree is biology this really fucking hurts … I sat in the back and just cried for about five minutes over this I know it’s dumb to cry over land but this was one of the last pieces of primitive wilderness .. we hadn’t touched it save for off the grid camping and canoeing …

It physically hurts me to hear about this .

[oddsconvert]

irl vent in tags - feel free to scroll on, I just need to scream into the void somewhere

[sharkbait-33]

my foot hurts and we were so busy today and also i hate working with teenagers cuz all they do is talk shit and troll each other and me and when i ask for help theyre just like "nah man" so everyone was waiting on ME to finish MY closing tasks which is sweeping half the fucking restaurant dude PLUS garbage and other shit anyway i hate working with teenagers i want to quit this job but i need to find another job first but also FUUUUCK if its not REALLY hitting me how much chronic pain i live with thats just gotten worse over time so i really need a Not on my feet all day job but thats literally all im good for cuz its all i know how to do. also i love that one of the teens was trying to be actually nice to me at the end and asked what my career goals are but i hate that i was like i dunno cuz i feel like saying 'i like marine biology and want to go back to school to figure out what branch i wanna go into' is such a stupid thing cuz its just a Concept and i havent made any actual moves to do it :/

god i feel fucking WORTHLESS sometimes. and i know, i know. whatever you think about yourself after 10pm is the demons talking, but fuck dude. why cant i be a normal person who knows how to function

[thecyancat]

i miss how active i used to be. i miss everyone that i love and would drop everything for, because there wasn't half a million things going wrong almost every single day. i miss when people's promises meant something. i miss my mental health was actually improving. i think that last fall was the happiest time in my life. and then my world fell apart, time and time and time again. and i didn't give up, but i don't get the chance to put things back together, no matter how hard i try. and i will continue trying. but i wish i wasn't facing a constant uphill battle.

[durch-hali]

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Im so stressed i wanna cry shdhjdkd 15 more days, i feel like vomiting, idk what to feel i just want it over with but its so agonizing di ko kaya grabe feel ko talaga nagiging baliw ako, feel ko rin mamamatay na ako ewan ko ba

[chililizardsplayhouse]

... (IRL Vent)

I get it that Dad wants me to be safe but I wish he did not ask me if I am back on DeviantArt again. It makes me uncomfortable. I refuse to touch that site again with a 12-foot-pole because of all the drama that is on there ruining my mental health and negatively impacting how I interact with people IRL.

I wish he did not bring up DeviantArt at all to me because of how uncomfortable it makes me feel.

[gummysunnybear]

Bf vent

Is it bad that I just want to tell my bf to tell his mother to fuck off because she doesn't give a fuck about him and it's so clear...They want us to be married but 18 so we can move but I want to stay here so I can finish college and choose to move...Is that bad? am I being insensitive? I don't want to lose him...Am I being a bad girlfriend?

[yuta-is-a-little-shithead]

PFT my coworker is really choosing to Huff and puff because I don't care that she randomly decided to hate my guts huh

Move desks then, petty bitch.