Jan 20
Okay, but have we tried giving up?
#i'm just saying#not like I got anything else to do#I say as my life falls apart#is aight tho#it is what it is#fuck it we ball#just keep swimming#I better get some peace when this is over#I've struggled way too damn much to stay alive#if I don't get a good afterlife after all this I'm raising myself from the dead#you got me fucked up#thinking I'm going to put up with that after however long I'm on the earth for#fuck now I have a lower chance of heart attacks don't I since I'm working out semi regularly#this is gonna take DECADES#my grandmas sister is literally past ninety#I don't wanna live that long#preferably I'd be dead now#but since that's not an option#I guess I'm aiming realistically for fifty#people can die at fifty from natural causes#fuck that's over thirty years away#bro I'm struggling making it through a week and these people expect me to last decades#this ain't fair#life better get better if I'm living for that long#imma be pissed if I live for decades and nothing gets better#gonna get me a nice ass rocking chair when I'm old gonna sit on the porch and everything#amd a table like a big table if I have a family when I'm older we doing family dinners cause I'm lonely#still gotta get my name legally changed#and get that referral from the doctor again since apparently it didn't go through last time#oh yeah and selling stickers is somewhere in the future
