Gonna talk about some of my memories but beware. It's kinda venty and not that happy.
The fact that Isabeau just stood there next to the tree irks me a lot. I got ripped out of my timeline, lost my body in the process and now I am stuck helping someone else when all I asked for was to be helped for once. If that wasn't enough I had to look at the person I once might have had a crush on just laughing with someone else who is running around in my body.
Sometimes I had to watch how Siffrin treated him poorly by ignoring him or being straight up mean. He'd never love me now so why did it still sting so much? They're not even my friends anymore. They just look like them. Yet it hurt so much to watch them be happy without me. It was as if the universe itself was telling me how useless and replaceable I was.
Maybe I could have reached out to them and talked with them. After all they would forget as soon as Siffrin looped again but what if my interfering destroyed everything? I couldn't risk that. Not when it wasn't an emergency like in act 5. Even then I didn't talk with them for my sake but for Siffrin's. I got so close to what I wanted only to have to push my feelings aside and make sure nothing would happen to Siffrin. To see how much they cared about them when I was so replaceable stung a lot. I just wish things could have been different.