Been slowly cleaning/filling out the empty space in my room and fending off dissociation when every little thing I move goes against my ingrained behavior, like 'no I can't leave that too close to the cage, it's not safe if Honey chews it'
and 'no this will get covered in shed fur there'
and 'no i was hiding those there cuz Honey will eat em when I look away and i don't have command strips to hang them up'
and 'no no NO I have to keep those cables covered what am I doing' or 'no only the metal cable can be left out stop it'
and 'no, it's not safe for her to play with the fake flowers what if she swallows plastic...'
and 'its ok Honey, I know me moving things is exciting but I'll come give u attention in a sec'
And then just, 'oh... a rabbit doesn't live here anymore... what do I do...'













