My universe #1
I want to take an experiment: how long could i insist writing diraries this time.
When writing my essays, anything can be funnier than my essays. The reason i named my blog “kissoffireworks” is at this moment the actually fireworks exploding outside my window. The Halloween, yes, that’s why people so unusual and out-of-rules. They dressed as clowns, trains and cat woman. I don’t know why that makes me think about a book called “kiss of the spiderwoman”. Back in 2018, i watched the movie at my room, lights off, i cried. I have to say that I cry a lot even in my normal life. I don’t want to consider about the words i use, my spelling, the structure of this diary, how other people in Tumblr would react to this nonsense meaningless text. I just want to share pieces of my thoughts because i have a theater in my brain. I imagine the floating subtitle on the screen, in the middle of my theater a balck&white movie is been playing. I’m the actress.
Until this year, i can actually say that i celebrate and do some preperation for Halloween—— the last 21 years of my life i didn’t care about this day, it was just the last day of October. But this year is different, i away from home and family, old friends got their new social environment after graduation. Flying alone for over 18 hours to the otherside of earth is not a good start for my new life.
Okay i feel like i don’t want to write anything now, i decide to stop here.