#istrugglewiththis

[secretagentbucky]

I have five dollars in my mouth cause my hands were full holding two drink bottles and my phone. Plus it was bloody cold so I was trying to save some of my body heat. My Mum came with me and my sister to Zumba tonight and I think I realise where I get my lack of coordination from 😂 but we had fun so all of the muck ups are worth it. 💛💛 #365dayphotochallenge #meganrambles #zumba #familytimeisfuntime #itstoodamncold #istrugglewiththis

[youaresosoloved]

perfection is an itch

i went flower picking for poems but all i got was paper cuts i didn't find the declaration of talent folded into the scroll of don't worry you did good i got blood stains of idolized words that i can't recreate

i tried finding myself in the night sky but all i saw was dark circles and a bed unslept in i saw wasted nights where i could've been loving you i never blinked and starred so long that when i finally looked away from the sun i saw stars everywhere i looked except in the mirror

eraser shavings are spilling out my ears because i can't allow my rough drafts to become my reality my finger are falling off into the polish and my arms are trying to be legs and are running away and my legs are trying to be hearts and are running astray and my body is trying to be something it can never be

if i don't think about it then the framed pictures on my wall stay there instead of being ripped off and replaced with my imitation of you i still get itchy for the "best" bites than tickle my shins trying to get me to go back to them that's the thing i never really stopped scratching them i just pretended that my skin didn't itch