Why is it I never feel heard?? It doesn't matter who I talk to but what they hear isn't what I am saying.... We fight all the time and I just want to be in a part of our life where we learn how to talk to each other. Where we no longer fight but have civil conversations about what we are discussing. I just get frustrated that I'm not being heard. This time instead of throwing something or punching something I walked out the door and went for a walk. As I sit here at the park bench I hope that things get better. I want a life with this man I love but sometimes things just seem so unclear. I become very doubtful that we will ever workout or fully love each other. I want to be that couple that's madly in love. But I don't know how to give him space to breathe. And that makes him feel like I am always mad and upset about what he does or likes. I don't know how to allow people theur space.. I just crush them.
