#it never mattered

[feelingthedisaster]

(unsuccessfully hiding my enormous “aromanticizing every character and ship” sign behind my back) for your contemplation: aro(spec)4aro(spec) kevthea

YESSSSSSS i love this so much

like, they are both so aro and they like each other (sexually, queerplatonic) and they think that is Romantic Love. this is how a romance feels, right? they both feel the same so its not like one is having the "wrong" feelings about it. if they both feel the same, then its how its supposed to feel.

they have their own lives and they care about each other and if they dont talk it doesnt matter bc they are still together and its because their Romantic Love is strong enough to hold, not realizing the amanormative alloromantic doesnot undertands it and thinks they dont love each other, but they do, but its in their own way. a mix of love of competency, sexual desire, competiveness, shared passions and driving forces and a future they want and the understanding of that thing they love that they keep hidden bc the Only Thing That Matters is exy and exy alone so why would they mention it to anyone but they mention it to each other and and and.

and they have a partnership. and the partnership is how they work. it is a well oil machine. it is not romantic. but it is cared for. leadind separated lives, but with the comfort that there is a Person. if they dont talk for months, its fine, because there will always be there. they have a rutine. an understanding of the sacrifices they make. of the career they have (thea supporting kevin not going to the sirens first bc they thought they could offer less money than he is worth just because thea plays for them), caring for the exy bruises with a clinical (safe)(loving in their detached way)(theirs) care, notes they leave eachother around the house, reclaim of the relationship they had to had in their time with the ravens, and they leave it to each other when they dont see each other for days and its not mushy or they dont so really romantic stuff and they dont declare their undying love and people cannot understand how they make it work but that is not how Romantic Relationships work. but it is how their relationship works.

and they will never know that is different than the Romantic Relationship. but thats okay. bc it is Their Relationships and they dont force it to be what other think it should

[falsetto-pitch]

There's something so visceral about The Blue Eyed Samurai that really resonated with my identity as someone non-binary, aromantic and asexual.

It feels very genuine in its expression of the experience of a purpose outside romance and love, despite how much everyone insists those are the only options.

Allowing their assigned gender to dictate their life experience is just not an option.

A moment, brief and bitter, where Mizu forces themself to play the role they was born into and trying to find their peace in it, even succeeding in those momentary joys.

But as always, those moments are tainted by dissatisfaction, knowing that that life, that future was not made for them. Or rather they were not made for it.

No room for love or romance, no craving for power or money.

In the moments where carnal instincts could take precedence they will turn their head away as many times as it takes.

They will find their peace in nature, in the sound of crashing waves and soft breezes, make physical contact only when it truly matters. Mizu will never waver. They will never look back.

My body will not dictate the life I choose to lead. It will not sway me from my purpose. I see myself in that.

[longhaired-cat]

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[enignma]

I feel like everyone is trying to prove something to everyone but themselves and that’s where we lose it

[derpcore]

yeah this nights been coming hasnt it :/

[swan2swan]

I’m currently quite livid because they released a giant Super Star Destroyer model for Star Wars Armada but because I’m forever bitter I’m not even planning to get it 

Do you know how much I dreamed of something like this three years ago

Do you?

It was a lot. Two years ago, even. Two years ago. 

The thing’s two feet long. It would scale so beautifully with my flotilla of Micro Machine destroyers, accrued from years of conventions and toy store visits.

But, like...what’s the point?

[digiwaxx]

Mixtape: Gabe Parker (@GabeParker) "It Never Mattered" (Audio)

Mixtape: Gabe Parker (@GabeParker) “It Never Mattered” (Audio)

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