@gnarxta said: ‘ f e a r s ‘ ~ for Idris, AND Yuki ! || send me ‘ f e a r s ‘ and i will tell you one (1) thing my muse is scared of, how scared they are on a scale of 1-10, and why they’re scared of it. ( accepting )
For Idris, I’ll say losing his powers and I’ll put it at an 8. It’s not a fear he has constantly or regularly. It’s not an anxiety that keeps him up at night. But he has been around someone once who was like... a magical neutralizer? And his powers stopped working while in range of them and it was deeply unsettling. His abilities are part of who he is and it’s such an intrinsic piece of him that it felt like he was missing an entire sense. And he was, in a way. He hated it and the idea of experiencing that full time? Terrible. No thank you. Even in his day to day life, he thinks of his powers as a dimmer switch? He can shut them off, but he prefers to keep them on the lowest setting, rather than going for a full off.
For Yuki, fear of being a bad leader and I’ll put that at a 10. There are few things that scare him more than the thought that he’ll let everyone down, that he won’t do right by the fae he’s responsible for, that he won’t be able to keep his people safe and happy. He’s a hybrid and with that comes a more complicated relationship with various creatures. Too elvish for the winter sprites. Too sprite for the elves. He’s meant to bring a union between the two. His parents were meant to bring a union between the two. But disunion is their nature and it’s... a lot of pressure on him.