Combination of sorrow and joy
Two girlfriend ago; the Gemini was less than smart. So she has to have rubbed all my negative qualities off, and taken for herself. The lying I don’t do anymore fills your days (I did lie to you, but got what I deserved and learned the lesson needed to). The evil, the paranoia, sadness, depression, low self worth, and darkness. When we broke I had been taking Xanax everyday 4-7 bars 8-14mg of tranquilizers. I remember a lot despite them killing memories, but when I gave you them once in awhile they changed you, and made you forget about loving me. They killed the happy memories we had crafted for you, then crammed your head with all my faults, and gave you more pain than you could ever deal with, and it’s all due to the addiction that I am. I’m glad you couldn’t take that. I am a less than deadly poison, and people fall in love with the taste.