Sep 10, 2020
We've been robbed of the content Misha would be posting right now saying goodbye to the bunker and to everyone. How the fuck am I supposed to get ready to grieve when I have no idea when or how. Everyone else gets to grieve with Jensen. I want to grieve with Misha and yet here we are.
I don't WANT to be angry. I don't want to be pissed. I don't want to be bitter. I've loved SPN too. I've binged and cried and gasped and struggled through Hiatus's too. I joined this site for SPN. I've created content for SPN. It's been a daily thought for me for the past 6-7 years. So what if my favorite character/actor is Castiel! I want to say goodbye to him and grieve with Misha and I can't. My heart is breaking right now
#zee has thoughts#bitter cas fan#so fucking bitter#misha#he would be posting about the bunker being destroyed#he would be grieving on twitter#and insta#and instead there's nothing#we dont even know where he is#and we all know#its tptb#that did this#and im so pissed#and so upset#12 years#12 motherfucking years#and this is how it ends