I've been feeling so miserable and it hasn't gotten better even though my Dr got my dosage up. Like steadily getting worse so my mom will come live with me again. I'm looking forward to it and it will be good for both of us, both financially and emotionally so I'm really looking forward to it. It will be difficult bc she will push me towards doing things to improve my mental health that otherwise I wouldn't do on my own (like fucking eating...). After I'm done with the lease we'll look for a bigger apartment so we're both more comfortable. I don't see this as a step back in my independence bc I'm genuinely unwell, and maybe I'm not in a place where I can be left to my own devices without it impacting heavily on my well being. Hopefully things will get better.
