witnessing AI destiel kissing scenes pop up on my suggested Instagram reels in 2025 felt like getting hit by a semi truck and being healed in ways that modern medicine could never dream of

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witnessing AI destiel kissing scenes pop up on my suggested Instagram reels in 2025 felt like getting hit by a semi truck and being healed in ways that modern medicine could never dream of
related is the idea that trauma is not the event, but your psychological response. i can see how that framework can be useful sometimes but it mostly just reinforces the rigid idea that trauma is all in your head (gaslighting) because nothing bad ever happens and you are just confused (gaslighting).
also like it is truly astonishing to see just how much of treatment is JUST gaslighting. and ive spent so long seeing and hearing other ppl talk about that "treatment" and just accept it even for themselves and it makes me feel insane like especially now that gaslighting is more widely known, thats just what they did to me in psychiatric care and it wasnt different. it supremely fucked me up superstyle. and it happened all the fucking time. its not unusual or even controversial. its was the whole thing! it was the first, second, third, and fourth, and fifth line of treatment. and so on and so on until i left or got politely kicked out. like i feel insane. why do you think various kinds of "you're too mentally ill to be able to know stuff or things" coming from a psych professional is different. i promise you it isnt. i got regular abused to filth by expert professionals doing professional gaslighting and it regular ruined my life. they dont give a shit.
a thought. a longing.
ive been feeling a sense of deep anxiety like all day and watching the terrors of glee characters is goung to bleed that right out of me
HAPPY 1 YEAR SCORPY SAW MY FUCKING FRENREY SHREK ART
@peachrote said: "it was a little uncommon where i'm from, but my brother and i continued to celebrate christmas, because we grew up celebrating it ... i would always write letters to santa, and he would take them and pretend to be santa getting me gifts. he doesn't know i knew it was him, though ... eheh." - akane!
That’s sweet, and Raz grins at Akane, rotating his mug of hot chocolate in his hands, the heat seeping through his gloves and into his fingers. Being the middle child, he can understand both Akane and her brother’s positions easily, of wanting to take care of the younger siblings / and of wanting to appeal to the older ones so they could nurture their prides. ‘Santa’ never existed in the Aquato household though, partially because Nona wanted to carry on some old Grulovian traditions, and partially because everyone in the family wore their hearts on their sleeve and sucked at lying or keeping their stories straight.
“That’s a lot nicer than our Christmas tradition. According to some old Grulovian stories, our version of Santa would bring along a devil and an angel to judge the kids. Good kids would get candy and cookies and stuff and the devil would threaten to drag the bad kids to hell! So my mom and dad dress up as this angel and devil and she gets to be Santa.” His nose wrinkles a bit at the memory. Even though he’d known they were his parents ( his dad would break character to console a crying child faster than you could blink ), it was still frightening to hear that sound of chains dragging on the floor outside their caravan. “It was pretty scary when I was little.” He thinks this year he won’t be so scared / assuming Nona even stayed with the family now that she knew who she really was.
“One year when I was really little, my older sister Frazie got so scared she ran off into the woods and we had to go looking for her. My brother Dion still holds it over her head.” Now he’s smiling, in that fond sort of way he does when it comes to the Aquato family. Though they could be embarrassing, as all families were, he loves them a lot.
Raz draws a sip from his mug, taking a moment to relish in the sweet chocolatey flavor. Mm. “Your brother sounds nice!”
me, showing my little sister a picture of our cat sleeping in a box: he looks so dead
my little sister, without missing a beat: not as dead as shen wei and zhao yunlan
me: still not as dead as you're fucking about to be-
THAT. THAT IS CURSED. IM SORRY BUT THATS. SO CURSED.
also she has a canonical brother made by an old friend of mine and i love and respect razor very much