#itscomplicataed

[threeletterslife]

Hi Chana!

One thing super special that I love about your fanfiction is that your fics always have extremely original plots and universes that aren’t from popular or common tropes (which is why you remain one of my favorite writers in the fandom.)

So just out of curiosity, have you done or will you have any plans for a hogwarts!au? (And if you have written one, will it ever see the light of day on this tumblr? Only if you’re comfortable of course ;))

ahhhh this is so incredibly nice! thank you <3 i try to dabble in the unwritten territory a lot (just because i like trying out new things). or a classic cliché-turned original is always fun to write too!

omg omg omg OF COURSE i want to write a hogwarts!au!!! i've plotted quite a few! but honestly, i'm not sure about how things will go. i'm thinking about taking writing a little less seriously now (since college 😭) so my usual writing schedule is being very much cock-blocked. this means that like i can only write at odd hours in the night (when i'm also not tired). i'll definitely work on the plot, but for now, my long series comes first! i'm putting all of my energy into that <3

[threeletterslife]

*throws hearts into the air* I’ve MISSED you chana~ I think it’s super cool and brave if you to do a voice reveal. I guess I’ve never really wondered about your voice but now im curious! I bet it’s bootiful. Um, for the voice asks: 15, 16 or 17!

15. Talk about a book you like

16. Talk about a book you are currently reading

17. Read a part of a book

[threeletterslife]

Welcome to day two since jimlingss left tumblr. I’m not coping well and I’m pretty sure my friends are tired of me crying over her. :,) Lemme just go reread her entire masterlist so I can miss her writing even more…

i am not coping well either 😭 something feels *empty* man

you and i can cry together 😄😄 i still have to read his name and beyond reach and i am TERRIFIED fjsldfjlsf

[threeletterslife]

I admit, I forgot that tyto existed (probably because it was so sad my brain just erased it so I wouldn’t suffer?) but i visited your blog today, saw all the clamor about tyto, read it again and CRIED. My insides literally crumbled when i read the last paragraph. I guess I kinda relate to the oc: we both are overly naive, create way too many fake scenarios in our heads, and only wish the spend the rest of our lives with our best friends. Thank you for another perfectly heart wrenching piece.

LMAO i forget about the existences of my older fics too 😭 but for completely different reasons (cuz they're a cringe-fest). ahhh i can't believe you read too young, too old again!! it's a pretty depressing read too if you already know what goes down in the end 💀

omg it’s actually interesting to hear that you relate to the oc because to an extent, so do i! (i literally cannot go to sleep without creating fake scenarios in my head and it’s starting to become a nightly ritual fjsdlkjslf) but anywho, i guess it just goes to show that yes, maladaptive daydreaming can make us happy temporarily, but it won’t be permanent. and thank you for daring to read tyto again!

[threeletterslife]

Chana! Fleetfor was amazing, as expected. I love that your Society Series works also double as mild thought experiments (kinda like the Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas lol). Anyways, after reading, I checked the Society Series page and I'M SO EXCITED FOR SEOKJIN'S STORY!!!

(cont.) I'm gonna go back and re-read The Exam, now. If I'm being honest, that one is my FAVORITE Society Series work.

LOLOL the more i look at 'fleetfor' for fleeting forevers, the more i lowkey think it sounds cute 😭😭 but yEs the society series is meant to leave you with something to think about 😳😳 (ahh omg and i really enjoyed "the ones who walk away from omelas!" i think aysib most exactly mirrors that plot.) aRgh hOwever, i'm miles away from finishing writing seokjin's part of the society series 😭😭 so i'm excited to start editing it! (it's a longer one and i've been busy with end of the school year stuff 😄😄)

i never expected the exam would be so widely enjoyed! but i love the attention that it's getting!!

[threeletterslife]

Omg chana you did it again. BrUH I still can’t fully wrap my head around TAP!! The concept is so unique but creepyyyyyy. What if all our lives are scripted in some way or sort? Coincidences aren’t really coincidental, according to science. Apparently we only see them when we’re “aware”. Ha.

[spoiler alert!]

writing tomorrow’s another problem was a wHole ‘nother problem of its own 😩😩 i had to rewrite it so many times to get that creepy feel LOL 

oh wow the hypothesis that our lives are scripted sounds very much ~possible~ (kinda like how we could be in a simulation too). omg the fact that we only see coincidences when we’re ‘aware’ is so scary 😭😭 what other OBVIOUS things are we missing because we’ve been inattentive 🤨🤨 

((but the thing is,,, since we’ve never quite seen substantial evidence of our possibly scripted lives, we will continue to live in bliss and without paranoia. our oc in tap doesn’t quite get that privilege 😭 but i think it’s interesting that instead of trying harder to break out, she accepts her fate))

[threeletterslife]

heyyy chana! random question: what would you do if you have two weeks off from EVERYTHING, with resources like money, space, etc. except you don't want to travel to any other state/country at all?

well traveling isn’t really my thing and i am SUCH a couch potato 💀 so this question is perfect for me!

honestly, i’d probably spend the first two hours making a rough plan of what to do every day for two weeks 🤩 on the first day, i’d learn a thing or two about making investments and then proceed to invest a billion dollars in successful companies so even after my two weeks i’ll have my bucks 😩

the rest of the days, i’d alternate from hanging out with friends, going shopping in all the malls around my area and probably reading a LOT of fics i missed out on and watching movies by myself. also i’d probably finish writing like three-four fics in that period of time! this kind of lifestyle is literally my ideal utopia 😭

[threeletterslife]

before the looking glass was PERFECT. ugh, i don't know why I love the pain so much but :') somedays you just need a better reason to cry. I know y/n's pov might be slightly biased, but GOD I HATE SHALLOW PEOPLE LIKE SNOW. they are just so---UGGHHHHHHH. anyways, I just feel so sorry for y/n. the pain she feels from her past and the anger directed towards snow is just so much more than the humiliation and burn from the shoes. I wonder how jungkook feels about all of this.

aww THANK YOU!

omg i agree 😭 angst is painful but we just gotta love the pain 😩 (and yes, it also gives us a reason to cry LOL)

yn’s pov is definitely biased (just like how snow’s was when her version of the story got passed down to generations oof). snow boils my blood too 💔 she has so much but yet she wants more?? the audacity?? then there are people like yn who give and give and give and never receive anything in return. the contrast is stark and depressing :(( 

dwarf jungkook is happy to see yn’s downfall. he doesn’t remember the old times he spent with yn. he doesn’t remember the feelings he might’ve had for her. but if it were old jungkook... he’d be devastated. i don’t think he’d go as far as malicious plotting against the crown, but he would definitely try to run away with his brothers. it’s a pity they never got to reconvene properly 😭