#ivan talks

[maroooonsun]

compound fracture my beloved. everyone-knows-everyone and gossip gets around in a single breath my beloved. queer-platonic relationships my beloved. representation of having conversations with people where they only know the terms you use to describe yourself in the context of them being slurs my beloved. protective dog my beloved. discussions of having scars forced on you that others will see before they see you my beloved. not feeling valid in self diagnosis of autism and slowly coming around to the idea of it my beloved. acknowledging that some people need mobility aids but still struggle to use them my beloved. community action and leaning on those around you my beloved. discussions of the fact there is no way to be a good cop my beloved. discussions of generational trauma and feuds my beloved. thank you Andrew Joseph White

[ivansblacksorrow]

Hello, hello! My name is Ivan, one of the Top 3 contestants in Season 50!

I've seen lots of my friends doing something like this, so...I thought this would be fun!

//HIIIII guess who's back...back again...it's me...mod amia... i know there's tons of ivan rp blogs but i really really love this guy so i wanted to make my own ! i am 18+ but would prefer to keep this blog sfw (although i am fine with suggestive jokes!) umm i dont really do any shipping stuff besides ivantill so...yeah...theres that! other than that, have fun! <3

tags list:

#ivan answers ; for asks

#ivan replies ; for reblogs/rps

#ivan talks ; for any of ivan's yapping

#not ivan... ; all ooc posts

[theartisticapparition]

hey i saw the backlash for the aaron bushnell tribute you got on here and twt and i srsly hope ur doing alright :(

Thank you for asking. I will use this opportunity atleast once to address the 'interactions' I've received from the post. I've been staying away from engaging in the attacks . Despite the amount of harassments, death threats and anti-Palestine messages I've received in my DMs, Im genuinely not sorry for the tribute art.

I didn't expect it to catch attention as it did, but I did expect the worse kinds of people to do as they do.

But I will be fine. I just try to remind myself that at the end of the day this is just twitter dot com. this is tumblr dot com etc etc. Yes, it's exhausting to have people reduce the piece into a 'fanart' and people tell me to burn myself but yknow. Just tell myself 'tough shit!' and just shrug it off. I try not to overthink it. I just want to draw a bit more for Palestine even though I know it's not much at all. if it helps move people or remind people or maybe find charities to send 5 dollars to. or support protests, that's more than worth it.

[ask-ivan-braginsky]

This is a sign your deepest wishes will come true and you can do nothing about it >:D

Oh! Little sister is leaving me along then??? She has been outside my door for three days now. I had to throw chicken from the second story so she would eat something >J<

[maroooonsun]

Quote from B12

"The plague. I remember now. Everyone was dying and they thought they were above it all. They did nothing to help us."

I really wonder if they wrote those lines before or after covid began, if a plague was part of the plot at all before then. All the discussions of class division and how the robots took up the human qualities of desperately trying to climb to a higher class even if they didn't think it was possible are also very interesting under the context of them gaining sentience after having watched humanity have a downfall where refusal to help one another was a big part of why they died out. So many thoughts and feelings about this game.

[maroooonsun]

very worried for Nureyevs mental health at this present moment poor Slip oh god

also so proud of jet <33 it seems like he bounced back okay from everything he went through and I'm sure he'll do an excellent job of working on his new goal

[maroooonsun]

never recovering from "you can't win em all, who knows how much longer I'll lay on the floor, touch me till I vomit, I'm not scared of god I'm scared he was gone all alone"

[theartisticapparition]

I love your dadegbert stuff so much, he's one of my favourite characters by virtue of being such a good father, he's so sweet and I love him

hes just a funny guy trying his best for the son and it makes me clutch my heart all the timw just ugh....