i walk through walls
video installation
from the exhibition series
I SPY with my little eye
2017/2018
The video installation i walk through walls is a fragment of a fictional factory that produces only sadness. This factory is not physical, but operates 24 hours a day and rarely rests. The mechanism is so reliable that the factory's existence seems to last forever.
Faced with the question of what a sadness factory looks like from the inside, the artist tries to give one possible answer through a moving visual accompanied by the song "How to disappear completely" (in slow motion). A sad visual moving from indoors to outdoors absorbs the viewer in its dark yet beautiful layers. Just like a sadness factory that is constantly producing and operating, taking in ever larger areas.
i walk through walls was displayed as a site-specific installation in two different exhibition spaces: Polymer A korpus (I Spy With My Little Eye) and EKA Gallery (I Spy With My Little Eye 2).
Thank You Andra Jõgis, Niina-Anneli Kaarnamo
92 TRUTHS/FACTS ABOUT ME
(rules: once you’ve been tagged you’re supposed to write 92 truths about you. at the end choose 25 people to tag)
i was tagged by woluf (thank you) and yeah? i’m not sure who on earth wants to know these kind of things about me, because i’m quite a boring person, but yeah, whatever, it was fun to do at least (woluf, thanks again)
kids i tag (uh, 25? no) in-thesuburbs-i, pixel--dust, shy-retiring-oxford-chaps, pyramidsnog, iwalktroughwalls, withmyheadfullofstars, mellow-things, always-in-rainbows, cooldad1993, bloodwort yeah, enough. extremely sorry if you were tagged before. and please link me to the post if you did, i want to read your answers anyway.
WHAT WAS YOUR LAST
drink // chocolate milk
phonecall // university call centre
text message was to // my sister
song you listened to // the octopus project - malaria codes (amazing. ambient + 8-bit. here’s the youtube link)
time you cried // couple of hours ago
HAVE YOU EVER
dated someone twice // never dated anyone
been cheated on // never
lost someone special // ??? (i’m not really sure/i don’t know what to say)
been depressed // no, i’m just very sad
gotten drunk and thrown up // once in a bar after two weird strawberry coctails and three shots of vodka
HAVE YOU
made a new friend // yes
fallen out of love // ???
laughed until you cried // always. i mean it, i very very often have tears when i’m laughing
met someone who changed you // mary
found out who your true friends are // ???
kissed any of your followers/follows // yes
GENERAL
how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life // two
do you have any pets // no
do you want to change your name // yes, for a very long time
what did you do for your last bday // got a job, then spent the rest of the day crying and couple of days later had the best party in my life
what time did you wake up // noon
what were you doing at midnight last night // i was sad
name something you cannot wait for // to become a student? to be able to play a radiohead song on guitar? to move out from my parents and live alone? to go to the UK?
what are you listening to right now // david bowie - crystal japan (youtube link)
have you ever met a person named Tom // it’s not a common russian name
something that’s getting on your nerves // the uselees and senseless education system
nickname // andy
relationship status // available
zodiac sign // leo
pronouns // he/him (though i’m not sure, i’m not a transboy and i’ve got no idea whether it’s acceptable for not a trans person to use pronouns which are different from your gender) she/her will do, too
fav tv show/s // ???
right or left handed // i can break a thing with both my hands, yeah. both my hands are quite useless, so
FIRST
surgery // never
piercing // never
best friend // ??? i don’t know anymore, life is so strange
sport // ???
RIGHT NOW
eating // no
drinking // no
i’m about to // end this list
waiting for // the whole university thing to end
want kids // right now?
get married // ??? right now?
career // ???
WHICH IS BETTER
hugs or kisses // hugs
lips or eyes // i’m quite delighted to have both
shorter of taller // it’s better to be taller if you want to see something when you go to a music festival
older or younger // i want to be ten again
romantic or spontaneous // ???
nice arms or nice stomach // nice
sensitive or loud // these questions are so weird
hook up or relationship // ???
trouble maker or hesitant // ???
HAVE YOU EVER
kissed a stranger // we were introduced to each other a couple of hours before that, does it count?
drank hard liquor // yes
sex on the first date // never
broke someones heart // no one has ever fell in love with me
had your own heart broken // i don’t think i’ve ever loved anyone
been arrested // once i got caught, but the police let us go
cried when someone died // never
fallen for a friend // yes?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
yourself // no
miracles // no
love at first sight // no
santa claus // no
kiss on the first date // is this a thing you may or may not believe in? what?
angels // no
