Oct 28, 2022
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Trying find healing in the wise words of another..
Despite everything, all I've wanted is to see Makayla in California
Hey sweetheart, I'm sorry you're feeling so awful right now but please please don't act on those thoughts. If you want someone to talk to, or someone to help you, or just anything... i promise i'm here. I know i'm just a perfect stranger but now that i know you're feeling so bad.. i care. I'd care if you hurt yourself, if you ended your life. I care.
thank you so much. this honestly brought tears to my eyes.
Aye boooo.. how you doing c; FUCKING HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING BIRTHDAY AND I FUCKING LOVE YOU
Hey booboo! Sorry I'm answering this late, I haven't been home :b THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU TOO
After everything...
After 4 years of knowing each other, 4 years of falling completely in love with you over and over again and after everything we have been through. If it were fights between us or long phone calls at night or being there for each other every time we needed each other. After everything we had planned, everything we had promised. It's all gone. It's all changed. You have changed, I have changed. You lied, you hurt me and you completely broke me. No one, I mean no one knew how completely broken I was. I tried to talk to Rachel, just didn't work. I lost you. Completely and it was by far one of the worst pains I have ever felt. I was fighting every day to just not cut my self. Trying my hardest to live my life and try and be happy. But how could I be happy when the love of my life was just completely gone out of my life? Now, I'm not saying I regret my decision, because I don't. Not at all. Because Rachel is everything to me now. The way she makes me feel is like no other and I know Makayla would never be able to give me what she can. But she just completely dropped me, like we never planned our future together. That's what hurt the most, how you just forgot me. I just got back from Spring Break. I spent a week away from everyone and everything and it was great. But for some reason, Makayla was on my mind a lot. And it saddened me and gave me terrible thoughts. But I have come to a conclusion. I can't keep thinking about things you promised, I can't keep thinking about how we were the past, Because its the past. And after all this, everything is different. I'm finally starting to be happy, I'm getting over you. I'm starting to be happy for you. That mostly everything is going your way. You are living your own life and I hope you are enjoying everything. Because I am. Everything is falling into place and I'm extremely happy. But, I do miss you. And apart of me always will. But things have changed and I am finally moving on and getting over you. You were just like everyone else when you said you were different. I always had a little hope for our future, that we would be able to fix things but I lost hope. And i'm happy with Rachel and I want her to be in my future. She is my everything now. Our chapter is finished. And I'm moving on to a new book (:
I love Makayla sooo much
My best friend might come down to go to warped with me. Omg. I want to know who's going to warped in Atlanta. Like this if you are. C: