Life Is Full Of Decisions

Gregory. 20. Engaged to carpediembeautifuls. Marijuana, taco bell, sex and music. Mac Miller, Avenged Sevenfold, A Day to Remember, and others. 3.2.13. ♥

[lifeisfullofdecisions]

Its amazing what you still do this brain of mine

[evianic]

This is the crystal hand of prosperity. Reblog in 300 seconds to have a year of good money management and raises. ⬆💱⬆💲💰💲⬆💱⬆

[ceceyuh]

Ehh why not

[flowerpatchedheart]

It can’t hurt.

[tenaciouscreeper-blog]

Worst that can happen is absolutely nothing.

[cosmic-noir]

🙏

[lifeisfullofdecisions]

I feel like i can rant without being judged here so yeah

I keep seeing everyone talk/post about addiction. Im honestly sick of reading about it because ive been through it too many fucking times. Once you have formed the addiction, it is in fact a disease. You have made it a hobby to your body to be fucked up and thats what its used too. But before that, you had a choice.I remember right after my little sister was born everything was really great in my family, everyone was excited and happy for the new born, but she started getting older and things got more complicated and my mom started drinking. To the point where she couldnt walk, she couldnt take care of that 1 or 2 year old baby anymore. We addressed it, you slowed down and things got a little better. Then you got pregnant again. Oh fuck, as you referred to him at first. And after that you lost yourself. We didnt know what to do, day in and day out you chose to constantly go back to drinking and not being there for your kids. My older sister and I were there more then she ever was. We tried, we all tried to figure out why. But you never talked. You never stopped, never got better. You turned into the person you never wanted to become. But you chose to do that, then it became a disease you couldn't quit. I quit cigarettes, one of the hardest to accomplish. 2 years ago, i was going down a dark path. Xanax. I loved it. 2-3 days went by and i didnt remember or feel a thing. I felt great, like I was on top of the world. I would do this multiple times a week. But i noticed what path i was going down and i turned away, i looked at the people i was hurting and i told myself i couldn't do it anymore. And i got better. Because I FUCKING CHOSE TO GET BETTER, I WANTED BETTER FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY. So yes, when people say that addiction is a choice, i completely agree.

[ilovetobeeverythingyourenot]

[ruinedchildhood]

[lifeisfullofdecisions]

Fuck me, I feel miserable.

[suspend]

[seduction-url]

come to me baby girl

[sodomymcscurvylegs]

Let’s bring this mess back. ❤

[poor-old-faggot]

[witchoria]

[fucknobadtattoos]

[lifeisfullofdecisions]

You seem so sad and lonely, just know that you are not alone. I am here, to be a friend. feel free to talk if you ever need anything.

I feel alone

[lifeisfullofdecisions]

You know im awake, yet you dont ask why i cant sleep. You dont comfort me when im lost, you cant evem kiss me and tell me goodnight. This... this isnt what i was expecting. This isnt what i thought this would be. I thought you were supoose to put the other person first, no matter what? Why cant you just be there, hold me, ask me whats going through my head. Why have things changed? Why dont you notice anymore? Do you not care?

[lifeisfullofdecisions]

Im starting to feel more alone then i have in my entire life.

[lifeisfullofdecisions]

Im obviously not in a good fucking mood, what do you do? Just let me go to sleep, you dont try to help me, you dont try to commfort me. Wheres my wife?

[animalsnaps]

Being attached to someone is no joke because suddenly when you guys stop talking to them out of no where it gives you such an empty feeling

@therelatabletexts (via therelatabletexts)

[nudefull]

sometimes I’m amazed that I’m so cold and distant like woah am I actually a real person????

[lifeisfullofdecisions]

When you tell yourself all day that youre okay over and over again but then it gets dark and you grow more and more lonely and everything just hurts.