#ixchel rambles

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how it feels to be in the vat7k fandom sometimes

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me and that one kid in my class who has never skipped a day and has three times already been the ONLY student in my class to show up

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honestly blessed that the only fights i've had with my gf are that she wants to buy me stuff and get me lots of things and i refuse cuz it's like a lot of money.

for claiming to be a gold digger femme in highschool i'm having a really averse reaction to my gf wanting to spoil me LMAOO

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I've shown screenshots of my tumblr to my girlfriend a couple of times honestly bc the chismosa in me wants her to stalk me and idk if she has cuz im pretty sure they don't have tumblr but either way hi my love ily u always have permission to stalk my socials lol

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one time I was talking to one of my irl friends and I told her that I had tumblr and liked it way more than twitter and then she said that at the Autism Diagnosis Place(tm) they should ask you if you have tumblr and if you say yes then immediately give you a diagnosis

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ik one year clean is like a big milestone but like idk if I have it in me my pmdd is fucking w me pretty badly

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not trying to come out or anything but

istg sometimes I want to be he/him and he/him ONLY and she/her feels weird but then on other days he/him feels like a hate crime

jax why are you making me have a gender crisis

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will never relapse on my ed no matter how much the trends want me to bc whose thighs is my gf gonna sleep on if not mine?