#izzyswims

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ppl don’t take into account that swimmers have such big shoulders bc tell me why all my shirts stretch at the shoulders regardless of if they’re the right size or even too big 😭😭

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gretchen walsh you are the light of my life, my goat, my spirit animal, how the hell does one go a 46. every day i doubt you are human more and more 😭

i love you gretchen walsh you are so cool

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hey haha long time no see :P

i’m changing the interface here bc i’m Obsessed with pierce the veil rn but hi guys! <3

umm i’m so tired today and i feel so paranoid.

theres this girl i see every day (we cross paths usually) who loves ptv with me, her name’s ella, but my friend brooke does Not like ella. why? because she thinks ella is bad news and also a whore

but fuck ella is hot and i think shes just so cool. brooke has been acting so odd lately anyway, i dont know if i can really trust her. also like. brooke told me these 2 girls were shittalking someone in the showers after practice(one of which is an ex-friend who bullied and sexually harassed me during a travel meet, the other is a girl i consider a close friend) and brooke thinks it was me. but when i asked for more info she withheld it from me?? im not even sure why. idk man :/

anyways. today im binge listening to afftd and i have a little meeting before practice tonight but its nothing major. our coach is at the OTC in colorado with some of the ↓18 futures qualifiers, so we have a sub-in. its mike but chris might be there and i LOVE chris! hes my fellow ptv fan 😁

anyways. ill try 2 post here more but no promises

also gonna change my layout/username when my wifi isnt ass

[butterflyfish0]

meet on sat/sun 🙏

practice has been so hard lately but i’ve been lowkey cooking so i’m happy

we did like 7k today (which doesn’t sound like a lot but i’m a sprint/mid-D swimmer so it’s a lot for me and my personal training style)

uhhhh i forgot what i’m swimming. all i remember is it’s mostly off events, so i got entered in the 200 breast and 50 fly and maybe 200 IM? that’s not really an off event for me tho hahah <- is a 2:10 200 IMer

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my mother has made me aware of something and now i'm lowkey questioning it.

academic burnout. i think classes are overwhelming me to no avail which is why i've felt so disconnected from my body and just everything in general lately.

tbh might ask professor gi-hun (iykyk) to give me some grace, we have the third part of our assessment on monday and i've been trying so hard to study but it's so hard man,,,, and i have day 2 of my swim meet tomorrow. gonna scratch 200 back though, only doing 100 free.

anyways. uh. thanks for listening to my random ass rant!!!!

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just heard a younger swimmer complain about “doing 5x100s and 2x200s” in the bathroom

girl bye it gets way worse,, today we cranked

3x

7x50 — 1 easy/1 pace/1 easy/2 pace/1 easy/1 w/ fins

100 OTB all out

2x100 under 1:10

200 easy

my lactate got up to like 6 it sucked bc it felt super slow but it’s okay!!

(this isn’t a hatepost at that girl she’s much younger (like 14 or smth idk) i just thought it was funny and i wanted to rant)

[butterflyfish0]

WDYM ONE OF THE GIRLS I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON IS COMING TO SWIM WITH US THIS MORNING,,

(and her brother and sister but they lowkey scare me)

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“we have a high lactate hard speed set tomorrow morning!!” just shoot me instead why don’t you