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[jxniel-archived]

(/stares at her music sheets blankly, her mind obviously drifting elsewhere, somewhere that could spiritually reach the person she would like to see, but can't at the moment) I wouldn't have thought the desire to annoy someone can be this strong-- but it's not like it's an ordinary person. Hmm... (/glances at her cellphone and unlocks the screen, blinking at the time) I'll go see him after he's done with practice then! I just have a few hours left to work on songs and practice... Better spend some time with him before I go to China! (/nods firmly and smiles, poking her screen amusingly as soon as his picture appears)

[jxniel-archived]

Happy New Year! 새해 복 많이 받으세요! 明けましておめでとうございます! 新年快樂! Bonne Année! Bon Nouvel An!

2014 is finally over! It must have been one bumpy road, getting through the 365 days with their ups and downs, but the year has ended. Let's not be disappointed with what we missed, lost or left unfinished. A new chapter is waiting to be written. Let's make the most out of it! Let's keep running towards our dreams and showing smiles. The start of 2015 has already begun and hopefully, amazing things and events are spread throughout this new year for everyone to look forward to and enjoy!

Last year began badly for me, but surprisingly, it is ending pleasantly well. I wouldn't say it was an awful year overall. Yes, I had been struggling a lot and hadn't shown many signs of it, but I don't have many regrets as I thought I would. I just want to thank and apologize to many, many people (and I'll surely forget some unconsciously so spread the message if that's the case!).

To my parents and little brother, to my family: I will always be grateful for your support. I will keep working hard in 2015 to make you proud of me! I love you all! Thank you Mom! Thank you Dad! Thank you younger brother who is taller than me and makes me look like I'm the youngest-- Thank you! Again, I love you!

To my fans: Thank you, thank you, thank you! I can never thank enough for your patience and love! I'm terribly sorry that I didn't do much for a year and five months, and my most recent mini album can only make up to a fraction of what you all did to me... I will work harder and make wonderful songs this year! I'll make sure not to make you guys wait for too long this time! I love you all very, very much!

To my close friends: ixseul, minakwn, pxjiyeonnn, soeunu, lotusxhanji, junielx, phsco, rougedxred, vivaxeric, jvngexnji, trekmin, notyourjr and to all the others, thank you for staying by my side. Some have been there from the very beginning, others have appeared later, many have left but would still hold a special place in my heart. Thank you for those who didn't know how to comfort me, but tried anyway. Your presence was enough. I could never thank enough for that. I'm also sorry that you had to deal with a Junhee who wasn't the usual smiley Junhee. I'm sorry for being stubborn and letting my feelings overcome me. I'm glad to say that I'm fine now. I have grown stronger and will keep smiling from now on.

To my label mates: yonghwans, jongerbread, yongxhwa, drummerkang, johnhyeon, shnhyjng, gminel, seoyvna, choijjonghun, choayaa, fxni, hxngstar, choiminarii, jaejxn, sseolhyun, sonqsari and all the others, thank you for being amazing and dorky siblings. You guys are totally a second family to me. I hope we'll stick together for a very, very long time and that this family will only grow bigger in the future.

To my friends and acquaintances: gminzz, jxh0pe, jxyoungmin, heedoyu, prksvo, jvmvn, eunaessi, princexiachan, princexialu, sxnwoo, bvxivn, ynbora, ynbbm, minpossible, hxnryz, jinxai, yxxnacorn, nxtkim, bamkii, jaeebum, airism, couleurx, magicflowershop, rovkim, jclectic, kwnxx, jvnguji, jungdaehun, sweetiexsihyun, sanqwoo, lethalisoo, indxhwn, raynejng, namrien, kriie, fromzelo, zephyrxs and many, many others, thank you for being part of my life. Although it might not be much, I do hope we can get closer or talk more this year! I'm really looking forward to that! Most of you can already be considered close friends as I feel very comfortable around you. Thank you very much for being my friend! Wah-- I met too many great people I wish to speak to more, but I can't really name everyone...

To all my neighbors at Cheonguk: I apologize for being very inefficient when it comes to greetings. I apologize for not being a good neighbor as I'm always moving in and out of the complex, always in a hurry. I'm sorry! I will try my best to change that this year. I really want to get to know my neighbors and welcome them!

To all my workers at 달콤한추억: Thank you so very much for working constantly despite the little ups and downs and the awful lack of presence coming from the owners. I'm also sorry about you all working without any proper guidance from Soyul Unni and I... Surely, this year, we will put more time into it, so things won't be like it was in 2014. Fighting!

To those who passed by in my life briefly and left: You reserved some of your time to speak to me. Thank you for distracting me when I didn't feel like being myself. You probably would never know that detail, but it was enjoyable to have new people to talk to, even for a short moment. I'm sorry you won't be able to see a more cheerful me though... Hopefully, you are all doing well wherever you are!

To those who I haven't spoken to yet: mxvha, wyuifan, fxrsxkn, kngsvl, jenniebrr, chiaso, baezzy, congelesfleur, shxnhve, blvkdahlia, jaewk, eunjistar, icarusuho, jomnho, ulsaen, sovou, kxseungyoon, yientuxn and literally 90% of my followers, I wish we'll get the chance to speak and befriend this year! Thank you for following me up till now and I sincerely apologize that we haven't talked properly yet. Let's change that soon!

And finally, to my boyfriend, jungkxxkie: I have a lot to say, but I'll try to keep it short and simple. You see, there are many things that I have left unsaid to you, many things I wish to tell you that will explain why it took me a while to reciprocate your feelings-- but they won't change the fact that I let myself fall for you. Thank you for staying by my side, for being very patient with me, for making me smile and laugh countless times. Time was probably what I needed and you gave it to me. We keep saying that we like each other very much... so I'll start the new year with another way to express my feelings for you: I love you. Let's be happy for as long as we can be together. Let's create many happy memories together. I love you, Kookie. ♥

On behalf of my typist who also wishes for greatness, happiness and health to everyone, I wish all the muses and muns a very happy new year! May most of your goals for 2015 be accomplished! And may tons of wonderful memories be created in 2015 as well!

[jxniel-archived]

Although she has a few gifts left to unwrap, the soloist couldn't really keep her eyes open. Even after eating cupcakes and preparing some tea - that didn't have much effect on her since she ended up choosing the one caffeine-free -, she decided to take a nap and do the rest once she would wake up.

Junhee fell on her bed, dressed in her pajamas and bare face, yawning as she tried to find her earphones without moving too much. She was already all snuggled up in her blankets, refusing to leave for a long as she could stay in this position. But soon, her pets joined her; Hunhee jumped and lay beside her while Sandeul quacked and placed himself on top of her head. With earphones plugged to her ears, she made sure to select the right song before letting herself fall asleep, the voice of her boyfriend could faintly be heard, singing one of his covers and bringing a sleepy smile on her face.

[kwnlce]

revamping.

[kwnlce]

url change; jixeunn → ljievn

[jxniel-archived]

Building’ssi and I are wondering which is weirder: our staff gradually changing into ghosts or Soyul Unni casually befriending them— or the fact we’ll just stand on the sideline and watch…

[jxniel-archived]

It feels somehow lonely lately. No matter how busy I am, no matter how my days are filled with things to do until exhaustion, there's still time to feel like this...

Ah, smile. It will pass.