#j4mbles

[nowhere-nihlus]

@ the hospital right now for my grandmother. She's still in the waiting room [ so this might take a while].

[nowhere-nihlus]

Ask me stuff?

[nowhere-nihlus]

I’m in a weird pit of thoughts and feelings right now.....sorta like Im drowning--

though, feeling a little better because. Ha, it’s sorta funny how thinking of someone/talking to someone makes you forget how much you dislike yourself. 

So im not drowning, not yet, I just got my head just barely above the water with the shore in view.

..

On a brighter note: sis and I saw Kung Fu Panda 3 today and holy fuck is it good. Im excited ‘cause our mom wants to see it so is taking us with her Tuesday since she doesn’t like going to the movies by herself.

But seriously it’s totally amazing it’s got 2d, 3d and Imagine Dragons.

[nowhere-nihlus]

Fuck I was supposed to be typing.....

ok imma get started on that right now. 

[nowhere-nihlus]

If anyone wanted to hit me with a car or a bus then yeah

go ahead

just do it

[nowhere-nihlus]

The slickest thing I've ever done in my life was not all those times I skipped class, almost gave a kid a concussion while the teach was in the same room, nor was it sneaking in a whole Mc'Donalds breakfast platter into a movie theatre... It was waking up 2.45 hours before my shift--sneak downstairs past my mom to get the house phone to call out of work--and proceed to put the phone back in its holder after making the call in my room. I regret nothing, I'm going back to sleep.✌

[nowhere-nihlus]

I forgot how fun it is to draw Nosedive, because--

A: The Divester, c’mon. 

and B: I get to binge on Hot Chelle Rae songs [which I used to listen to whenever I’d draw him]. 

[nowhere-nihlus]

Ok so i mentioned it on my DA yester--two days ago I think? [So sorry if a few of you are reading this as thinking: "oh, she already said that"] Apparently I have trouble seeing some colors, according to the "enchroma test" which i took 3 times and a video i watched on youtube: i have tritanomaly/tritanopia. So i have trouble seeing blues and greens [or blues and yellows? I still gotta research it a lil]. Long story short, i took my family to a color world play area at my job place and I had a hard time distinguishing the colors, a few days and a couple tests later we all found out it's because i can't fucking see those colors. My sister has near perfect color vision [says the same tests], so i found this really interesting about us.