#jaanslife

[bekhabarjaan]

My kitty Cici aka Cici Pie aka Cici P died today after being attacked by a Husky. Pray for her. She was my favorite lil baby.

[bekhabarjaan]

Here’s an update:

I’m still blonde.

I turned 24.

I might like someone, we’ll see.

I feel really fulfilled and close to God these days.

Alhamdulliah. MashaaAllah. SubhanAllah.

[bekhabarjaan]

It’s hot

[bekhabarjaan]

Hi.

I’ve struggled to sleep properly for a few months now.

Seasonal depression is a Bitch. So, I got a journal and Atomic Habits. I have not written in it yet.

I can never sleep at night because my brain is everywhere and simultaneously I don’t think I just feel like I’m feeling.

On the sunny side, I got dick twice this month by a guy I found attractive since July. It was a great time.

But to return to the true shit, I’m crying because I’m overwhelmed but tomorrow I’ll get up and laugh and go about my day.

[bekhabarjaan]

Sheesh

[bekhabarjaan]

Y’all start having bad dreams about people you know and take it as a sign to step back?

[bekhabarjaan]

I can resist a lot

But you put a fresh French loaf in front of me,

And I can’t help but smash.

[bekhabarjaan]

You ever have a really good day and then sit and make yourself not feel good anymore.

Girl, why?

About to be on a wave tomorrow, today was good, tomorrow will be good. (InshaaAllah)

It’s this Weeknd jam session.