#jackattkrambles

[jackatt14]

I don't think anyone truly understands just how fucking crazy Projekt Revolution was. Frank (as stated by many) is a goddamn dog who's at risk of destroying anything in a 2 foot radius and has to interact,, touch,, or be around Gerard every 5 seconds or he'll die. he rlly acts like he's being fucked by every song that dares to penetrate the speakers. strumming that guitar so damn hard and jerking his body around like he's edging himself and came 10 times.

And then there's Gerard who's a complete WHORE and just as chaotic. bro keeps moaning during songs,, finding a way/excuse to touch themself,, jumping off monitors/amps like a mad man (no wonder those jeans were ripped like that),, making the crowd scream 1,000 times,, prancing around when it was boiling HOT during the whole tour,, talking to the crowd suggestively and saying wild things,, pretending to grope themselves multiple times at the end of Mama,, jerking off their mic,, among so many other things...

like yeah there's the frerard kiss or whatever but forget that. we shouldn't boil Projekt Revolution down to just stage gay. let's look at the WHOLE picture. it was like Frank and Gerard felt like they could just do whatever the fuck they wanted bc Mikey was gone for almost all of the tour. someone online said Mikey was the one that stabilized them both and hell I believe it 😭😭

I'm trying to watch the Virginia Beach live performance for a drabble I'm gonna write. (no it's not frerard) and like in the span of 11+ minutes,, most of the stuff I said above has already occurred 😭😭. like bro,, what was in the air particles??? I need to know cause there's so much going on it's insane. I've made it half way,, but I'm losing my mind 💀💀. this is the price I have to pay for fanfiction and my obsession with Sheriff Gerard 💔💔

[jackatt14]

I'm not the only one who got bricked watching the clown stick his fingers in gerard's mouth and smear the fake blood on his face while gerard's eyes were rolled back right?? right??

[jackatt14]

so hey guys... the clerk x gerard as the new ship??

[jackatt14]

guys do u think Gerard threw the paper at The Clerk to provoke him to slap him harder tonight (he mentioned on the b stage that he asked Charlie Saxton,, who plays The Clerk,, to slap him extra hard cause he forgot to shout him out at philly. It was Charlie's home town)

The Clerk x Gerard guys???/j

[jackatt14]

... so I'm not the only one who thought the clerk was gonna pin gerard to the ground when they fell over,, right?? right??

the clerk x- *GUNSHOT*

[jackatt14]

I ship neither of these,, but why is gerbert lowkey more believable than frerard 😓😓 (also man. whenever I listen to the used,, all I can think abt is gerard...)

[jackatt14]

bringing what I said on Twitter to Tumblr bc I think ppl should see it. I encountered a Frerard archive that posted this segment from an interview. and in the quote retweets,, ppl were mentioning how Frank shouldn't be surprised that Gerard and him were the hottest couple. but,, if u rlly think abt it,, it makes sense why he'd be a little thrown off

as we all know,, the whole reason Frank and Gerard did stage gay was to give a huge middle finger to the rising homophobia and lack of sexual fluidity in the rock scene. not bc they had the hots for each other (contrary to popular belief). the band always did things for a reason. everything was intentional. they weren't the Messiah of all things political,, but MCR has always been abt being inclusive and encouraging others to be their true selves. they wanted to provide a safe space for anyone who went to their concerts. no matter what race,, gender,, or sexuality u were

in the face of extermination,, say fuck you

so,, when u try to put yourself in the perspectives of 2 dudes who see all this hatred and aversion towards things that deviate from the norm and decide to rebel against it,, only to be told ppl are shipping u 2 together?? I'd be unsure too. cause that wasn't the original intention. and considering the fact that the band would often get slurs hurled at them at their shows,, I'd definitely be confused. Frank doesn't care that much abt fanfiction tho so that's cool lmao. rpf legalized by Frank Iero

I can kinda understand what ppl are saying tho. cause I mean,, Frank seems to be generally aware what fanfiction is. maybe not an expert and no where near a chronic reader,, but he knew abt Frikey lmao. and considering the amount of times he stuck his tongue down Gerard's throat (among other things),, I can't help but wonder how he didn't connect the dots...

anyways that's all I had to say. just wanted to share my thoughts/offer an explanation

[jackatt14]

ngl,, frerard has permanently ruined how I see Frank and Gerard's friendship. whenever I see pictures of them together,, clips of them both being all over each other or even just standing in each other's vicinity,, ik there's gonna be comments that'll be all like,, "frerard is real!!" (or whatever frerardies say) or if there's a picture of either Frank or Gerard by themselves/with other ppl,, there'll be things like "Frank is jealous" "Gerard misses Frank :((" "Frank/Gerard wrong way!!! XD". and it saddens me

granted,, these comments I encounter tend to be old,, but in some aspects,, the bandom is still like this. sometimes,, the memes/jokes ppl make nowadays is funny. not gonna pretend it's not. I even make jokes here and there. this is not a post saying that u guys should stop shipping real ppl. u guys can ship whatever the fuck u want. do ur own thing and have fun. it's just that even tho ik WHY the shipping phenomenon exists,, I'll never get behind it

even if there's no comments,, in the back of my mind,, I'm always just like "oh,, I bet ppl see this as a frerard moment" and I click off immediately and avoid looking at anything else that's related. I wish I could look past this bc Frank and Gerard genuinely have the best friendship ever. they have so much love for each other. I want to appreciate the bond they share. but,, the extremely parasocial behavior ppl in the bandom tends to have from back in the early 2000's to even now,, throws me off completely. I'll always be reminded of frerard

most ppl who ship frerard understand and know the difference between fantasy and reality. and that's good. I'm happy to see ppl like that,, even if I don't personally fuck with shipping real ppl. (does gerardcest count?? genuine question)

i've got nothing against RPF as a whole tho,, even if most of it is just shipping. ive written some stuff years ago and even plan on writing some more in the future. they had nothing to do with shipping tho. just random stuff like the band interacting,, small fics that soley focused on gerard,, and even an x reader I never finished lmao

idk how to end this,, but I'd like to clarify that I don't hate frerardies. there's no use doing that when they make up most of the bandom. that sort of mindset wouldn't help me in the long run. I simply have complicated feelings