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Dorothy and family came to visit today. She wishes me to appreciate the company she brings. I remain angry in her midst, at futile attempts to mend anything. Although, I find my frustration useless here. Thus I try to be amiable. At the very least around the child.
It was a peculiar choice of name even when a boy was to be expected. I understand grief to the fullest extent. I know to let go in the important ways. My sister doesn’t. Now the child shares the name of her fruitless predecessor.
All things in mind, it’s a small joy to see Jeremiah. Spirited as any child, although quiet and inquisitive. She’s well behaved even if occasionally I have to stop her from capering the Asylum halls unsupervised. Her impulsivity makes her crazy as a June bug but I understand that I must be patient. Maturity comes with age.
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The day concluded positively. We even stopped at the corner store to get Jeremiah a small goody before Dorothy took her back home. I find myself more grateful for my sister than ever, unfortunately. Even so, it no longer feels nice to just have good things. It’s quite selfish, anyhow.














