Interpersonal/Interracial
Have you ever been in an interracial relationship?
I know that "RACIAL" is a naughty word these days, especially after the Trayvon Martin verdict (Not Guilty BTW), but I want to take a minute and remind people that among the rough racial space also rises the interracial.
The George Zimmermans that are both of something but identify with one thing. George Zimmerman looks very Latino. I hear tell that his mom is Latina and his father is white hence, the Zimmerman part of his name.
And I wonder if his mom called him, "Jorge" and if she still does. I wonder if he grew up being called, "Jorgito". I wonder if that's how he stumbled into racism. George Zimmerman looks like a smart man, it looks like he realized early on that he would be treated differently, preferentially, if he dropped the implied interracial heritage of Jorge Zimmerman and stuck with George Zimmerman. My gut says that that's exactly what he did.
Let me tease this out with an anecdote.
My name is undeniably foreign. From the "Ah" vowel that starts, "Anisetta" down the long roll to the "Z" at the end of "Valdez". My best friend as a child was a little girl named Jenny Hicks. Her parents hailed from the southern US and quickly converted the long "A" sound to a short "a" and I went from "AH-knee" to Annie in a matter of moments. I liked Jenny and her family so to correct them, even at the tender age of 5, seemed rude. My mother, however, was not swayed.
She began to call me, with perfect enunciation and ethnic flair, my name on a daily basis, daring me to correct her. And I did. I finally fell for it and said what I thought my name should be and she, in turn, gave me a brief history of my name. Finishing her speech with dramatic flourish, she said,
If you want to change your name to make it easier for people, that is your choice and I can't stop you, but to me you will always be Anisetta because that is what I named you before you were born.
Maybe it was the ferocity with which she corrected me, maybe it was the shame of undermining my mother, maybe I realized it would be harder but more worth it in the long run, but everyday henceforth, I was, Anisetta. I left behind my shame at having a unique name and embraced it, I cast away my fear that I was being rude by insisting on a specific pronunciation, I denounced nicknames and refused any shortenings to ease assimilation. Yes, even us brown folk who were born in the US since time in memoriam have to assimilate to some degree. And I paid for it.
I was teased for insisting that my name be pronounced correctly. I was undermined and questioned. I was asked why it mattered. Later, I was questioned about my ethnicity to which I replied and insisted, "American". I was not popular. But I learned to ride the unpopular wave into fledgling individuality and eventually into self actualization.
My point with this story about myself is that it is very hard to be ethnic in a community where xenophobia is a way of life, where the divisions are so (forgive the pun) black and white.
So I empathize with the boy that didn't belong, Jorge Z., who was but wasn't, who looked but wasn't quite, and eventually decided that it wasn't worth it and that it was easier to just be George because then it was clear which side of the fence he was on.
And it is that choosing that makes this case so important. George Zimmerman may look Latino but I assure you he is not. If he identified as such he would never have done what he did. He would've known by context that that kind of behavior was unacceptable.
Early on in this trial I posted this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSM8CPKCq_I
And I agree. She's on point societally speaking.
The sad thing is that she is not on point legally. In the Zimmerman trial I do feel very strongly that the victim, Trayvon, was put on trial via his friend Rachel Jeantel, however, in this instance, the law was upheld.
And this is a prime example why laws like this are not just yet must be upheld. I can only hope that Trayvon's father does like this man's letter suggests and sues Zimmerman.
http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/17752-open-letter-to-trayvons-father-sue-zimmerman#.UfKTCohvO-U.tumblr
I hope that in the way the system worked to protect Zimmerman it works to make the spot light brighter on this case and inspires change and make it so that there will be no profit for George Zimmerman.
I would like to end on this note--a poem by a Southern poet, Jake Adam York.
Substantiation
And the way the jury chose to believe the ridiculous stories of the defense. . .
—Mamie Till, 1955
with truth absent, hypocrisy and myth have flourished. . .
—Look Magazine, January 1956
The sheriff says it wasn’t Till we pulled from the river,
that man was as white as I am, white as cotton
blowed by the cotton gin fan that weighed him down,
looked like he’d lain there weeks, not a kid at all.
He was a stranger just out of Money, recalled
by a store clerk, a hobo, and a crossroad guitarist.
The reporter finds them at the once abandoned crossing.
They say it’s like the sheriff says, came up one night,
headed Clarksdale way, another one, hat pulled down,
right behind. Three days later, the bluesman says,
a plague of starlings gathered into little boys
those who fished and found the dead man’s foot.
The reporter stares into his cataracted, cotton eyes.
He cannot find them, no matter where he looks
The sheriff says this man’s killer is on the loose
and a killer emerges, a child watching from a sleeping porch
catches a rustle in the bushes and soon everyone
is on the hunt while in the courtroom someone
is wondering about this poor murdered’s family,
who’s missing him, and the next day his father appears
unknown for work, his name on the payroll,
then gets to work at a machine no one’s ever seen,
and someone is weeping on the Tallahatchie’s bank,
a little girl who wished her mother would die
whose mother died at the hands of this stranger
she’s followed till he stepped in the river and disappeared.
The reporter asks for Too-Tight Collins at Charlestown jail
and the sheriff says Who? The reporter asks why he’s got him
and sees the bullet on his tongue. Asks directions back
to Greenwood, finds himself down Greenville way instead.
Back roads back to Mound Bayou, wrong turn to Parchman
where state guards step warm-rifled from the woods
no quarry to be found. A change at the Eavesdrop Inn
then bent picking cotton in a field. Come sundown,
hoboes Sumner way and squats at courthouse windows
where the sheriff shuffles cards for a blind man
and the defense team. At a levee camp that night
he asks for whiskey and she gives him a cup of names.
He wires his paper that he’s gone catfish fishing
on the Tallahatchie, that he won’t be coming home.
The defense says Till’s alive and well on Detroit streets
and someone’s sure they’ve seen him, just off the train
from St. Louis, porters smuggling him out the back
and now he’s walking incognito, a worn fedora raked
to shade the one eye. A cruiser eases through the streets,
searchlight in doorways, the driver white,
dressed like a cop but for the rope marks at his throat,
the bullet in his eye. He has a mushmouth accent,
talks water when he speaks, slept in a box Greenville
to Chicago under another man’s name he’s ready
to give up now. If Till is alive and well,
he can’t rest in Burr Oak Cemetery, will drive slowly
where he’s been said to be on the Detroit streets
where everyone knows he’s coming
since he whistles like a train on the way out of town.
They say it was darker than a thousand midnights
in the cabin, that they couldn’t find him in the dark.
They say that Moses brought him out at last,
that someone else was in the truck to say
that it was him that did the talk at Money.
They say they took him for a ride, to rough him up,
scare him on a river bluff then let him go.
They say they let him off near Glendora
never seen again. They say Aint it like a negro
to swim the river with a gin fan round his neck.
They say it was hog’s blood in the truck
what Too Tight washed. They say
they never burnt no shoes, it was a barbecue.
They say that Too Tight never worked for them,
never heard of Willie Reed. They say they never meant
to harm the boy, that they didn’t do a thing.
The defense says Mamie Till knows her son’s
alive and well, that she knows the body isn’t his.
That her lawyers came in weeks ago and dug a body up
and used it for their own. That they’ve found fresh graves.
That a Yazoo City widow found her husband’s gone.
That Lazarus ain’t walking back through Eden,
Greenwood, Itta Bena. That Jesus Christ ain’t come.
Every Laflore County lawyer can’t be wrong.
One juror says he knows it, seen rights workers
take their shovels out along the roads at night.
That Sheriff Strider’s right. That it’s the northern poison
got this all stirred up. That though a black might be
fool enough to swim with a gin fan round his neck,
this one wasn’t one. That they should sit a while
and drink a pop, to make it look right, look real.
In the nervous ward, Reed remembers Milam with the gun
asking did he hear anything. Reed remembers saying no,
he didn’t hear anything, anything. Remembers not hearing
the beating and the crying in the shed behind Milam’s.
Remembers not thinking, they beatin’ somebody up there.
Remembers not passing the shed, not hearing the beating.
Remembers not remembering Milam not coming out,
not asking if he’d heard. Remembers not
not remembering on the stand, not not whispering
the court reporter not not recording his not
not remembered memory. Not not getting on the train.
Not hearing anything, anything. Such quiet now.
Now hypocrisy can be exposed; myth dispelled.
— Look, January 1956
The reporter hears Bryant’s been bragging
how he got away with murder. A few months back
no one could make them, now they’re seen
at the cabin, at the bridge. Their alibis are gone.
The stranger emerges from the river then disappears.
The little girl’s mother rises from her grave, home
just in time for dinner. Emmett Till boards a freight
in Detroit and hobos to his grave outside Chicago.
The crossroads station and its clerk disappear again
and the hat disappears. Anywhere else, the reporter
would have been called to the disappearing,
but here there’s nothing to say. Bryant’s broad smile
flashes as he retells the story, how they were heroes,
how they murdered Till. When the magazine comes out,
the town already knows. No one ever speaks to them again.
When the contractor guts the courthouse basement,
the fan and the transcript are laid out on the street.
Junkmen salvage metal, and the papers warp and tear
in the rain. Starlings pick through the gutters’ wreck
and weave typescript fragments into their nests.
Emmett Till watches, enwreathes their broods.
Milam wakes up early each morning when the riot
in the pear trees begins, starlings wolf-whistling
for food, or just repeating what they’ve heard.
One pair has woven strips of Look Bryant spreads
throughout the woods. In twenty years no one’s come.
He opens a shotgun on the starlings’ calls each morning
and they spray like smoke or blood. But they regather
and whistle overhead, shitting buckshot back as they fly.
