do you know of any fics where bella tells edward she's choosing jacob? i too love him to suffer.
Hi anon!! Sorry it took me so long to reply, work has been crazy. i don't remember if any of these have bella telling edward she chooses jacob especifically, but they're all jakebella and i know i read lots of fic where edward suffered, so here are my bookmarks:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/28742622/chapters/70477563
If Jacob had arrived at the cliffs in New Moon before Bella jumped and obscured Alice's vision, Bella never would have gone to Italy to save Edward. With support from Jacob, she would have embarked on a journey to create happiness for herself, a journey overshadowed by the continual threat posed by Victoria.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/16883415/chapters/39652146
The way New Moon should have been written god damn it.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/419663/chapters/699247
Charlie got Bella the professional help she needed when Edward took off. Now Edward's back - and she's different. AU New Moon - after Volterra - and Eclipse. Mostly in-character, Edward's not villainized.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/17331338/chapters/40774370
A take on the classic New Moon AU - what if Alice didn't appear when she did, leading to the Cullens' return to Forks. What if Bella and Jacob had a chance to explore their romantic feelings? When Bella decides to provide some solace to her broken heart and give Jacob a chance, she also learns about resilience, rebuilding, and moving on.
While Jacob and Bella explore a new stage in their relationship, continuing danger from Victoria throws Bella more firmly into the fold of the La Push pack.
Her whole life, Bella always felt that she didn't quite fit with other humans. She thought she lost her one chance to find her place when the Cullens left. But that's not how chances work. And maybe Bella isn't the broken misfit she always thought. Sometimes finding your place doesn't require a big change. Sometimes it's as easy as breathing. When Edward told Bella she would forget and move on it seemed especially cruel. But the ability to change, grow, and adapt is truly beautiful, and strong. It’s human.
As long as you’re alive, there’s hope.
Now Bella and the pack just have to survive what's coming.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/3898099/chapters/8719816
"I can't promise you any of this will work," Jacob's face lit up and I squeezed his hand a bit harder to cut him off. "Just wait, Jake. I can't promise you anything. I am broken, and I don't know if I can be fixed...but if anyone can, it'd be you. I want to try."
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25731511/chapters/62482237
Campy Horror Movie AU: Recent high school graduate Bella Swan didn't think life could get any better. She has great friends, a hapless but doting father, and she was going to her dream college in the fall. But when a string of mysterious disappearances threatens her summer vacation, Bella, along with her werewolf best friend and her vampire ex-boyfriend’s family, must figure out who’s behind it all… before anyone else turns up dead. Bella x Jacob
https://archiveofourown.org/works/27150860/chapters/66305603
Bella is torn between heart and mind, right and wrong, and life and death. She struggles to define loyalty, trust, and love. Can any one exist without the other? This is a story about growth and teenage love in all its ordinarily extraordinary beauty. Werewolves and vampires abound, of course. Team Jacob. Cullen friendly. Rated M. Complete.
