#james mcgowan

[madcat-world]

Heathren - Palamarchuk Mikhail

[sesiondemadrugada]

Mapplethorpe: Look at the Pictures (Fenton Bailey & Randy Barbato, 2016).

[nothingsyncsup]

How to Plan an *rgy in a Small Town (2015) dir. Jeremy LaLonde 

[madcat-world]

ViRauni Queen Armor - Palamarchuk Mikhail

[ico-no-clastic]

BENEDICTION — CHARLES BAUDELAIRE

When, by an edict of the powers supreme, The Poet in this bored world comes to be, His daunted mother, eager to blaspheme, Rages to God, who looks down piteously:

—'Rather than have this mockery to nurse Why not a nest of snakes for me to bear! And may that night of fleeting lust be cursed, When I conceived my penance, unaware!

Since from all women you chose me to shame, To be disgusting to my grieving spouse, And since I can't just drop into the flames Like an old love-note, this misshapen mouse,

I'll turn your hate that overburdens me Toward the damned agent of your spiteful doom, And I will twist this miserable tree So its infected buds will never bloom!'

She swallows thus her hatred's foaming spit And, never grasping the divine design, She makes herself within Gehenna's pit The pyre suited to a mother's crimes.

Still, with an angel guarding secretly, The misfit child grows drunk on sunny air; In all he drinks or eats in ecstasy He finds sweet nectar and ambrosia there.

Free as a bird, he plays with clouds and wind, Sings of the Passion with enraptured joy; Tending his pilgrimage, his Guardian Must weep to see the gladness of the boy.

Those he would love watch him with jaundiced eye, Or, growing bold with his tranquillity, Look for a certain way to make him cry, Testing on him their own ferocity.

In bread and wine intended for his mouth They muddle filthy spit with dirt and ash; Hypocrites, all that he touches they throw out, And blame their feet for walking in his path.

His woman cries to all the countryside: 'Since he has found me worthy to adore I'll let the heathen idols be my guide And gild myself, as they have done before;

I'll sate myself with incense, myrrh, and nard, With genuflections, meats and wines galore, To prove I can in that admiring heart Laughingly claim the homage due the Lord!

I'll set on him my frail, determined hand When I am bored with this blasphemous farce; My fingernails, like harpies' talons, can Claw out a bloody pathway to his heart.

I'll dig the bright red heart out of his breast, A pitiful and trembling baby bird; To satisfy the dog I like the best I'll toss it to him, with a scornful word!'

Toward Heaven, where he sees a throne of gold, The Poet lifts his arms in piety, And brilliant flashes from his lucid soul Block from his sight the people's cruelty:

—'Be praised, my God, who gives us suffering As remedy for our impurities, And as the best and purest nurturing To fit the strong for holy ecstasies!

I know in Heaven there's a place for me Kept for the poet in celestial zones, And that I'll feast throughout eternity With Virtues, Powers, Dominations, Thrones.

Man's sorrow is a nobleness, I trust, Untouchable by either earth or hell; I know to weave my mystic crown I must Tax all the times, the universe as well.

But treasure lost from old Palmyra's wealth, The unknown metals, pearls out of the sea, Can't equal, though you mounted them yourself, This diadem of dazzling clarity,

Since it is perfect luminosity, Drawn from the holy hearth of primal rays, Of which men's eyes, for all their majesty, Are only mournful mirrors, dark and crazed!'

[beautifulfaaces]

James McGowan

Facts

May 30, 1960

Canadian actor

Filmography

Dr. Forbes [Murdoch Mysteries: 2018-2021]

Preator Scott [Shadowhunters: The Mortal Instruments: 2019]

James/ Malcolm [Bitten: 2014-2015]

Frank [Claddagh: 2012-2013]

Mike [The Border: 2008-2010]

Bartender [On Their Knees: 2001]

Appearance

brunette

blue eyes

1.87m

Roleplay

playable: adult

[swampflix]

The Toll (2021)

CW/TW: Discussion of rape culture as a source of anxiety and sexual assault.  Cami (Jordan Hayes) is not having a good day. She’s en route to see her father (James McGowan), and since her flight touches down at 2 AM due to delays, she tells her dad she’ll take a rideshare to his place instead of expecting him to pick her up. Her mood does not improve when her driver, Spencer (Max Topplin), makes…

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Watch This Official Trailer For THE TOLL

Watch This Official Trailer For THE TOLL

Saban Films has released this trailer for Writer/Director Michael Nader’s directorial debut THE TOLL, the new psychological horror film starring Max Topplin (Suits) as a socially awkward driver and Jordan Hayes (House at the End of the Street) as a weary passenger whose journey together is threatened by an unseen evil. Saban Films’ THE TOLL opens In Theaters, On Demand and Digital on Friday,…

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