if I could make a river fall from the skies, and stranger things have happened, could it wash away the wreckage that was made out of me? * and while I do know I’m not the one responsible for all this mess, how do I not feel responsible when there’s no one else to take the blame? how do I not feel guilty when I’m the only one left to take it? * if I could make the skies cry and all the stars fish to swim in them, and I’ve made stranger things, would it really drown me? * what's this world come down to when I’m the most responsible one - when the skies open and fall down, will there be anything but release for me? am I to be redeemed then? * I need to be free again, the way I wasn’t even as a child. I need to be free, for the first time. is that too much to ask for?
ines k, if I could make a river
