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Please always be careful and be aware of trigger warnings. This fic has domestic violence, suicidal mentions, alcoholism, eating disorders and other mental health issues throughout. Please look after yourself and reach out if you need <3 

Behind the Lights by JamieJam93 

60,465 words - Complete 

“Harry knows that things are not always what they seem.

His reputation is one of them.

When he moved to California to became a famous singer, he didn't realize that he was setting himself up to have his integrity dragged through the mud, but suddenly, he was Hollywood's man whore. The magazines said he had a new boyfriend or girlfriend every week. He was thought to be a heart breaker. But that wasn't who Harry was at all, and so he soon moved back to London to become re-branded in every possible way.

He didn't realize a re-branding would involve being in a fake relationship, and he definitely didn't expect to fall in love with his fake boyfriend, who he thought was too damaged to ever love him back.

But what Harry also didn't realize is that love truly does heal.”

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Pieces of You 

Words: 282k

A Larry/Niam story in which Louis is a famous pop star, Liam is the back-up dancer who sleeps with people like it's a game, Niall is the back-up dancer who falls hopelessly in love with Liam, Harry is the back-up dancer that Louis loves through all of his body image issues and eating disorders and Zayn is the back-up dancer who doesn't know why he stays around for the all the drama, but he just can't walk away.

Behind the Lights

Words: 60k

(Just another mental institution fic!)

Fairly quickly, it becomes obvious to Harry why almost all of them are there; Liam can't control how much he eats-and then can't keep it down-. Niall doesn't talk, Harry himself has tried to end his own life, and Zayn isn't always...Zayn.

Then there's Louis, who no one really knows what he's in for, and Harry isn't even sure he belongs, but maybe he's glad he's there anyway.

Always

Words: 85k

Thousands, if not millions, of fans had been right. Harry and Louis had been in love and together for four whole years. They were 'the dream team'; the couple that made others sick while simultaneously envious.

But thousands of fans had been right about something else too. The pressure had been too much. The fame had been too much. The closet had been too much, and, four years after the pair swore to each other that nothing could break them on the night of their first kiss in 2010, they broke up.

Fast forward to 2018, on the night of One Direction's last ever concert, and Harry has yet to move on. It's not as sad as it seems-he still lives his life and, for the most part, he's happy-but he knows that Louis was his one true love and is trying to prepare himself for a life completely without the other when an accident erases Louis's mind of all of his memories. In reliving the moments with him, trying to make him remember, Harry comes to find that maybe he never really forgot them at all and maybe, like him, he hadn't moved on either.

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Hey ya’ll (I’m allowed to say that because my mom was from Texas 😉) I changed my name from it-hurts-doesnt-it to this so all my social media accounts match.

On a semi-related note my nephew forced me to make a Discord today so if you have one of those, feel free to add me or whatever the hell you do on that site

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Behind The Lights by JamieJam93 (wordcount: 60,465)

Harry knows that things are not always what they seem. His reputation is one of them. When he moved to California to became a famous singer, he didn’t realize that he was setting himself up to have his integrity dragged through the mud, but suddenly, he was Hollywood’s man whore. The magazines said he had a new boyfriend or girlfriend every week. He was thought to be a heart breaker. But that wasn’t who Harry was at all, and so he soon moved back to London to become re-branded in every possible way. He didn’t realize a re-branding would involve being in a fake relationship, and he definitely didn’t expect to fall in love with his fake boyfriend, who he thought was too damaged to ever love him back. But what Harry also didn’t realize is that love truly does heal.

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FLAL: Niam

Hello! I come bearing another fic update. I know I said the Niam spin-off would be posted today, and it still may, but I am currently in the process of trying to recover the document. As I mentioned, my laptop went nuts and basically died, so I guess it didn’t copy over to my flash drive properly because when I tried to open it to finish and edit the fic today, it said the file could not be found and then promptly deleted itself entirely. The same thing happened when I finally got my old laptop to boot up and so I am currently running a file recovery software in the hopes that it will be able to salvage it! If not, my next estimated post date is Tuesday. I will keep you updated if that’s the case, and if not, the fic will be posted later tonight/early tomorrow morning :)